words won't stop you anyway..
school's out for the summer! (isn't that a song or something?) okay so yay-yesterday was the last day of my junior year. i just couldn't believe it on monday night as i was putting my yearbook away that three important years of my life are already over. i read over all my yearbooks and looked at notes from ninth and tenth grades and just bawled my eyes out. it was a bit ridiculous but i just couldn't believe how much i've changed/grown up from when i was freshie. it just felt so unreal.
i bombed my pre-calc exam. it was a three-day exam that started on friday and the first two days of it were pretty tricky but not that bad and then on tuesday, it was horrible. i knew four questions and the other 22 were just a waste of my time because i didn't know any of them. i felt so stupid and that's my least favorite thing to feel in the whole entire world. i cried through the whole period, not gonna lie. lol i must seem like such a baby but whatever, i'm emotional this week so lay off.
on a lighter note, i aced my business law exam today. it was a morning exam so i woke up twenty minutes before i had to leave, ate a blueberry muffin and showed up in my jammas. it was so easy because she gave us everything we needed to know the past four days of class for review and all that stuff ended up being exactly on the exam. i finished within an hour, it was fabulous.
soo.. i ran into kevin after the exam though because he was waiting for his ride i'm assuming after the exam and i had to walk past him. we chatted for a couple minutes and he asked how my precalc exam was yesterday and when i told him i failed it he was like "wellll.. feel better?" and gave me a hug. it was weird. we haven't really talked since we 'ended' two and a half weeks ago except when we got in a text fight the other night.. i don't know, it's just hard.. when i reflect and think about my junior year he's always in it because he was four months of it. that doesn't seem like that long of a time but for me, it really was. it's stupid but i just miss him sometimes i guess?.. whatever..
i don't really know where i'm going with any of this so i'm sorry if it's boring to you but i just have a lot of thoughts going on right now and i don't know what to do with them. i'm just confused?
i bombed my pre-calc exam. it was a three-day exam that started on friday and the first two days of it were pretty tricky but not that bad and then on tuesday, it was horrible. i knew four questions and the other 22 were just a waste of my time because i didn't know any of them. i felt so stupid and that's my least favorite thing to feel in the whole entire world. i cried through the whole period, not gonna lie. lol i must seem like such a baby but whatever, i'm emotional this week so lay off.
on a lighter note, i aced my business law exam today. it was a morning exam so i woke up twenty minutes before i had to leave, ate a blueberry muffin and showed up in my jammas. it was so easy because she gave us everything we needed to know the past four days of class for review and all that stuff ended up being exactly on the exam. i finished within an hour, it was fabulous.
soo.. i ran into kevin after the exam though because he was waiting for his ride i'm assuming after the exam and i had to walk past him. we chatted for a couple minutes and he asked how my precalc exam was yesterday and when i told him i failed it he was like "wellll.. feel better?" and gave me a hug. it was weird. we haven't really talked since we 'ended' two and a half weeks ago except when we got in a text fight the other night.. i don't know, it's just hard.. when i reflect and think about my junior year he's always in it because he was four months of it. that doesn't seem like that long of a time but for me, it really was. it's stupid but i just miss him sometimes i guess?.. whatever..
i don't really know where i'm going with any of this so i'm sorry if it's boring to you but i just have a lot of thoughts going on right now and i don't know what to do with them. i'm just confused?