i can see it in your eyes that you're so sure..
ugh i've just been so busy lately it seems like. apbio has been absolutely kicking my ass and i'm pretty sure i'm still failing with a 61. it just sucks because i actually do try most of the time in that class yet my grades blow. oh well-two weeks until the exam and then we're done.
last night i went to the sabres game! it was soo intense. i went to kevin's at 4:30ish then we left around 5 and it was me, him, his mom & dad, justin, his grandparents and his aunt sue. not gonna lie, i was nervous because this was the first time i was actually around them for awhile but it was good i think? we had dinner at the harbourclub at hsbc then me and kevin went up to our seats which were in the 300s because his dad couldn't get more in the 200s or something but it was ridiculously fun up there. the game was crazy and i've never been anywhere that loud before, i swear. so even though we played pretty shitty, we ended up winning so it was all good. got home at like 10:30, talked on the phone with the boy for awhile then was an extremely big loser and fell asleep before 11:30.
mm things got kind of complicated for a few days this week but as weird as it sounds, it was almost an okay thing because it's really helped me to realize a few things. "don't confuse the people who are always around to the people that are always there." so true. as much as it hurts, i know now that during the rough times, when all you need is someone to hold your hand-not necessarily stick up for you or be on "your side", when all you need is to know that they're with you..they might not be there. and you know what? that's okay. i get that now and yeah it sucks, but i don't know.. it's just something you need to realize i guess.
today's my nephew's birthday aw! he's three now and he is such a big boy. i love him. my other nephew-jackson (so that we can call him jack!), is going to be born in about two weeks! i'm really excited for that too. well we're taking shaneyboy out for ice cream in a little bit for his special day so i'm done for now, this is kind of long considering i only got up about 20 minutes ago lol.. <3*
last night i went to the sabres game! it was soo intense. i went to kevin's at 4:30ish then we left around 5 and it was me, him, his mom & dad, justin, his grandparents and his aunt sue. not gonna lie, i was nervous because this was the first time i was actually around them for awhile but it was good i think? we had dinner at the harbourclub at hsbc then me and kevin went up to our seats which were in the 300s because his dad couldn't get more in the 200s or something but it was ridiculously fun up there. the game was crazy and i've never been anywhere that loud before, i swear. so even though we played pretty shitty, we ended up winning so it was all good. got home at like 10:30, talked on the phone with the boy for awhile then was an extremely big loser and fell asleep before 11:30.
mm things got kind of complicated for a few days this week but as weird as it sounds, it was almost an okay thing because it's really helped me to realize a few things. "don't confuse the people who are always around to the people that are always there." so true. as much as it hurts, i know now that during the rough times, when all you need is someone to hold your hand-not necessarily stick up for you or be on "your side", when all you need is to know that they're with you..they might not be there. and you know what? that's okay. i get that now and yeah it sucks, but i don't know.. it's just something you need to realize i guess.
today's my nephew's birthday aw! he's three now and he is such a big boy. i love him. my other nephew-jackson (so that we can call him jack!), is going to be born in about two weeks! i'm really excited for that too. well we're taking shaneyboy out for ice cream in a little bit for his special day so i'm done for now, this is kind of long considering i only got up about 20 minutes ago lol.. <3*