In your eyes i see a darkness that torments you aond in your head where it dwells,

Aug 15, 2004 15:33

Id give you my hand if youd reach out and grab it lets walk away from this hell

toe sx onthenose: i had a dream abouto olivia last night
toe sx onthenose: again
Alyclarin: isn't this around the time that she died
Alyclarin: ?
toe sx onthenose: yea ike 3 days ago
Alyclarin: wat happened in your dream
toe sx onthenose: well all of her friends were there
toe sx onthenose: that i dont really talk to
Alyclarin: ok
Alyclarin: wat happened
toe sx onthenose: and they were watching home videos of her when she was a child and i was sitting by a table next to ____ and my friend val ws sitting in front of me and i had this like vintage old knee length skirt on so i took it off and then i had superman underwear on
toe sx onthenose: and then ____ started massaging my feet [which is weird bc i am too ticklish for that] and then someone came over to me and took my skirt away from me and so i was like wearing underwear but then ___ stopped massaging my feet
toe sx onthenose: and he started watching the TV and so i put my skirt back on
toe sx onthenose: and then olivia walked into the room with like cupcakes in her hand and she had her hair up and she was glowing like an angel
toe sx onthenose: and no one could see her but me and she was so happy
toe sx onthenose: and so then she went and sat down next to stephanie coan and steph didnt notice her so then she like dissapeared
toe sx onthenose: so i stood up and i went over to lauren brown who was siting on the couch and i was like Olivia is happy now
toe sx onthenose: and she was like Good
toe sx onthenose: and i told everybody one by one and they all beleived me and were happy that olivia was ok
toe sx onthenose: so then i went back to sit next to ___ and he was gone so i looked around and he was sitting
toe sx onthenose: by a dining room table and chairs
toe sx onthenose: and my friend val was siting on the opposite side
toe sx onthenose: and like making weird faces at me
toe sx onthenose: lol
Alyclarin: lol
toe sx onthenose: and then we decided to go outside
toe sx onthenose: and so me and val were running down like this huge feild of grass and we couldnt stop so i ran into some trees and val ran into the bush but the bush molded to her body then we saw ___ running into like a parking lot past the feild
toe sx onthenose: and so we went to go look for him and we couldnt find him so there were ppl in like cars and
toe sx onthenose: so there was a girl in a car that my friend val hates, Nicole
toe sx onthenose: but she was like Katie dont say anything
toe sx onthenose: bc i hate her and i wanna like beat her up
toe sx onthenose: and so we walked over to her and shes like "Dont say anything to heather" But it was Nicole
toe sx onthenose: and that is the end

so besides my fucked up dreams last night was uber fun.. I went to have a girls night with my seniors and I got there and me and kristen like sat in her awesome fucking room which had starry nights on one wall her mom painted and the whole room was just nice lol so then we went in her sistersroom to see the 6 baby kittens and i fel in love with one named bear, black and furry with blue eyes<333 i loved him so im talking my mom into getting him and getting rid of tom which makes me cry bc as much as hes disgusting i love him...:'(

cause im not losing my war, its my mind and i will spread my wings and soar..

so then we wentback to kristens room and Nicole and rachel came over and we al took pictures like slummed over each other and my makeup was like excessive, i promise i wont wear that much eyeliner again...and after that we took a walk down to elises and saw.. so kid of the last name of cavalier [pretty hot] looking out his window and so we waved to him it was funny..so we got to elises and kristen gave her a sweet 16 card wrapped in bubble wrap[your so creative] and we talked to her but we got bit like 38989 times by misquitoes so i was like screw this mutha effer and we went home and watched notting hill? Kinda boring so i raided the fridge and got ice pops which were very slutty and made everyone laugh when it like almost slid off on my lap but dont worry i ate it :P soNicole was like hey you like giving massages katie and i was like sure so we made a line of massages and rachel like hit a spot in my neck so i was like groaning and then i forgot who else had like tickle attack i tink it mighta been Kristen, lol..so we did massages and the movie was ok but it was a fun night...<333bearrrrr

In your eyes i see a darkness that torments you and in your head where it dwells..

I love that song juliana theory is eh..i havnt really heard many of there songs besides like the 13 i downloaded..So im gunna def have a girls night at my house b4 summer ends..maybe bear will be mine<3!

Love ya, katie
:-*

you know i just cant handle this, handle this at all

ps: DORA IS COMING NICOLE
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