Friends.
I just deleted almost all of my friends on here... mainly because I just realised how much absolutely ridiculous crap I used to write. Im sure none of you actually read through my journal anymore anyway, but I didnt want any one to really be able to ever have access to it again because quite frankly, its childish. Its pretty embarrassing really. But unfortunately when you're a teenager you make some really stupid mistakes... and do some really stupid things. You say things that hurt people, you make baaad decisions... I could go on and on forever... :)
But its all part of growing up, and becoming an adult. Learning responsibility and learning lessons. And at 22 years old now, I like to think ive grown up... I know at least that I am now a completely different person. And I think its a really good change.
I really just want to put the past in the past and move on with the future :) There has been a few people over the years that have brought me down. All for their own reasons, and most unintentionally. Most of these people are no longer close to me, because we grew apart in most cases. I believe sometimes that some friends are only meant to be around for a certain amount of time and when that time has expired, then its time for us to go our seperate ways.
I'll always remember things from the past fondly... I'll always remember all of my old friends, and all of the lessons I learnt with each of them.
I want to finish this on saying that I apologise oh so much for anyone ive ever hurt (and I know theres been a few of you, even my current close friends), anyone who ive ever caused any pain for. Anyone who I set my old jealous streak upon... anyone who saw my anger.
And to end this... I want to say thank you. Thank you so so much to everyone who has taught me these lessons. To everyone who helped me change into a better person. To everyone in my life, or who once was... I thank you.
But its all part of growing up, and becoming an adult. Learning responsibility and learning lessons. And at 22 years old now, I like to think ive grown up... I know at least that I am now a completely different person. And I think its a really good change.
I really just want to put the past in the past and move on with the future :) There has been a few people over the years that have brought me down. All for their own reasons, and most unintentionally. Most of these people are no longer close to me, because we grew apart in most cases. I believe sometimes that some friends are only meant to be around for a certain amount of time and when that time has expired, then its time for us to go our seperate ways.
I'll always remember things from the past fondly... I'll always remember all of my old friends, and all of the lessons I learnt with each of them.
I want to finish this on saying that I apologise oh so much for anyone ive ever hurt (and I know theres been a few of you, even my current close friends), anyone who ive ever caused any pain for. Anyone who I set my old jealous streak upon... anyone who saw my anger.
And to end this... I want to say thank you. Thank you so so much to everyone who has taught me these lessons. To everyone who helped me change into a better person. To everyone in my life, or who once was... I thank you.