Catharsis
It's been more than a week.
Last week was one of the worst weeks of my life; ot felt like my world just came crashing down on me. I keep asking as to why did this happen. Questions popped every after question with no answer on-hand.
I was wrecked physically, emotionally, and mentally. No, scratch that, I am still all of those things.
Of all my years as a fan of Japanese and Korean pop culture, I never expected this to happen. Sure, death is an eventual outcome, but I'd imagined myself and my favorites dying when we're like 70/80.
This is just so hard. Letting go of Jonghyun is hard.