: : I would die for you : : long entry.....
Well where do I start. Monday was a pretty "blah day" it came and it went soon enough.
Tuesday Dave was feeeling a little worse for wear still after this nasty chest infection. We went to the union and he had a pint, played some pool, then on the way back he started complaining more about his chest pains which was starting to worry him, even the a little walk to the SU was causing him to be out of breath. Around 12:30am we climed into bed and Dave couldnt keep still, the pain was getting really bad and he was getting sharp pains in his back like he was being stabbed. Then he was starting to loose his breath and at this point I was getting really worried. We called the NHS soon after, explained the whole not being able to breathe business. They said to go to A+E (casualty) straight away. Sarah was around at this point after asking about hospitals and James was woken up to take us all to the hosp. Got there and was seen to straight away, best time to have a serious accident! So yeah, stuck him on a nebulizer and his airways eventually opened up better. But I only found out where he was after like him being away somewhere for like an hour. Went in the sideroom to see him, which happened to be a kiddie one?! Kinda funky and cheered us all up at 2:30 in the morning. Just so horrible to see him lying there with that on his face, reminded me of when my sister was ill and drugged up. One of the worst things for a long time. Eventually he was taken for a chest Xray and told is was Bronchitus and a small amount of pneumonia, but not quite which confused me and Dave. Got given alot of pain killers and anti biotics and that was it. When we got back we sat and hugged for hours just so glad to be back in each others arms safe and moderately well, never been so scared in my life.
Wednesday stayed off after lack of sleep, getting back to campus about 4am. Slept in the same bed but Dave left early to take painkillers again. Did a few things in my room and tidied up a bit.
Thursday, went to Uni doing print all day, screen printing but the very very basic way as we only had a day to do it. Got a text when I was in town with Lisa and Ben off Dave, saying he was going to the hospital again, I felt so sick. I didnt even know what to say. He had been coughing up some blood and was getting worried that his condition was getting worse. I couldnt do anything to help being in town as he was already in hospital just felt like I wasnt being there for him. I grabbed some lunch then we ate it at Lisa's. Returned to Uni and tried to concentrate on the screen printing, the whole time thinking that he was needing me and just wishing I wasnt there. Then got a text saying that he was ok-ish and that if the blood gets worse to go to Emergency straught away. *phew*
Me and Lisa finished around 3 so we decided to check out a house just down the road. Had a look around, not too bad but a girl who currently lives there is staying so we can't live there as one wouldnt be able to stay. Grrrrrrrr cow. Was quite in the mood to look at some houses, considering I was already in town. But no one else was up for it and we had no details to go off either, so we went back to lisa's and chilled. Came back and gave Dave a massiveee hug and cried some cos the whole thing is just scaring the shit out of both of us, He has been ill constantly for a few months now.
Today... did nothing in Uni this morning, palyed around with my sketchbook getting it up to date. Went for an early lunch and got a text off Dave saying that he was feeling a little better today. Which made me smile as he doesn't lie to make me not worry about him. Then we had a Wood Cut Print lesson this afternoon with a Resident Printer. Can't remember her name but she had 3 MA's and was an ace tutor. Didnt get around to printing as the tools were shit and around 40p to buy from the shop!!!!!40p?!!!! Talk about 'SMARTPRICE' art tools lol.
I've got some funkay hearts too for my little project, might not end up using but i am going to push around some ideas later in my sketchbook. :)
Mum has been at the lake district for the past 2 days, decided whilst my sister was away there they might aswell take a little break too. Climbed some mountain and then Harry's proposed properly at the top. How sweet. They like the outdoors but I am sure my mum would have preferred a nice cosy meal and a bottle of red. Unless the rings a beaut! Heheh. She rekons the dress colour for bridesmaids is going to be burgandy, nice deep red, will go good with my locks :P
I just hope that nothing else happens. Feel so exhaused and tired. Specially of a few things and people who need to change. I want to come home to some friendly faces and Greeny hugs. I know I an guarenteed a hug everytime I go there and wil be so good to hang out with friends and drink as that's what we do best... apart from dancing woop. Sholud "hopefully" see you all next weekend, depends as my dads going to Slovakia next week. *figners crossed xxxx* Miss you all.
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Tuesday Dave was feeeling a little worse for wear still after this nasty chest infection. We went to the union and he had a pint, played some pool, then on the way back he started complaining more about his chest pains which was starting to worry him, even the a little walk to the SU was causing him to be out of breath. Around 12:30am we climed into bed and Dave couldnt keep still, the pain was getting really bad and he was getting sharp pains in his back like he was being stabbed. Then he was starting to loose his breath and at this point I was getting really worried. We called the NHS soon after, explained the whole not being able to breathe business. They said to go to A+E (casualty) straight away. Sarah was around at this point after asking about hospitals and James was woken up to take us all to the hosp. Got there and was seen to straight away, best time to have a serious accident! So yeah, stuck him on a nebulizer and his airways eventually opened up better. But I only found out where he was after like him being away somewhere for like an hour. Went in the sideroom to see him, which happened to be a kiddie one?! Kinda funky and cheered us all up at 2:30 in the morning. Just so horrible to see him lying there with that on his face, reminded me of when my sister was ill and drugged up. One of the worst things for a long time. Eventually he was taken for a chest Xray and told is was Bronchitus and a small amount of pneumonia, but not quite which confused me and Dave. Got given alot of pain killers and anti biotics and that was it. When we got back we sat and hugged for hours just so glad to be back in each others arms safe and moderately well, never been so scared in my life.
Wednesday stayed off after lack of sleep, getting back to campus about 4am. Slept in the same bed but Dave left early to take painkillers again. Did a few things in my room and tidied up a bit.
Thursday, went to Uni doing print all day, screen printing but the very very basic way as we only had a day to do it. Got a text when I was in town with Lisa and Ben off Dave, saying he was going to the hospital again, I felt so sick. I didnt even know what to say. He had been coughing up some blood and was getting worried that his condition was getting worse. I couldnt do anything to help being in town as he was already in hospital just felt like I wasnt being there for him. I grabbed some lunch then we ate it at Lisa's. Returned to Uni and tried to concentrate on the screen printing, the whole time thinking that he was needing me and just wishing I wasnt there. Then got a text saying that he was ok-ish and that if the blood gets worse to go to Emergency straught away. *phew*
Me and Lisa finished around 3 so we decided to check out a house just down the road. Had a look around, not too bad but a girl who currently lives there is staying so we can't live there as one wouldnt be able to stay. Grrrrrrrr cow. Was quite in the mood to look at some houses, considering I was already in town. But no one else was up for it and we had no details to go off either, so we went back to lisa's and chilled. Came back and gave Dave a massiveee hug and cried some cos the whole thing is just scaring the shit out of both of us, He has been ill constantly for a few months now.
Today... did nothing in Uni this morning, palyed around with my sketchbook getting it up to date. Went for an early lunch and got a text off Dave saying that he was feeling a little better today. Which made me smile as he doesn't lie to make me not worry about him. Then we had a Wood Cut Print lesson this afternoon with a Resident Printer. Can't remember her name but she had 3 MA's and was an ace tutor. Didnt get around to printing as the tools were shit and around 40p to buy from the shop!!!!!40p?!!!! Talk about 'SMARTPRICE' art tools lol.
I've got some funkay hearts too for my little project, might not end up using but i am going to push around some ideas later in my sketchbook. :)
Mum has been at the lake district for the past 2 days, decided whilst my sister was away there they might aswell take a little break too. Climbed some mountain and then Harry's proposed properly at the top. How sweet. They like the outdoors but I am sure my mum would have preferred a nice cosy meal and a bottle of red. Unless the rings a beaut! Heheh. She rekons the dress colour for bridesmaids is going to be burgandy, nice deep red, will go good with my locks :P
I just hope that nothing else happens. Feel so exhaused and tired. Specially of a few things and people who need to change. I want to come home to some friendly faces and Greeny hugs. I know I an guarenteed a hug everytime I go there and wil be so good to hang out with friends and drink as that's what we do best... apart from dancing woop. Sholud "hopefully" see you all next weekend, depends as my dads going to Slovakia next week. *figners crossed xxxx* Miss you all.
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