Jan 17, 2005 21:39
Wow i keep on crying life is so tough right now. I just wish people wouldn't leave and that they could just stay forever. I wish i had someone i could trust and i could talk to i am tired of all these little things i have to keep inside of me i wish i could just let it all out but i can't because if i do i might hurt others and i really don't want to hurt others. Thank YOU Knight Family so much for everything you have done you guys are like my second family and i will be praying for all of you. I love all of you very much. We will have a good time tomorrow when you come over i promise even though it is kinda hard right now But I love you. I just wish everything would get better in my life i am so tired going to school and trying to be a good role model when i am like dying on the inside and i have so much hurt and sorrows in my life i wish i could just fall on my knees and let everything out and i wish people would just understand.