live long and prosper
so, i tried to update the other day-spent 45 minutes on a political rant & brief personal update. no, no no! no.. cassie worked too hard-lj say "NO!".."i'm in read only mode bitch"
i'm going to be working on a 5-7 page paper on the 'political, social, and economic causes of the American Revolution'. i checked out 4 books and a documentary from the library yesterday. then i went down to long beach and visited the ladies and lacey + gaydrian. i got serranaded by two of my favorite people at 6AM. it was good for me, and them too i believe. i dont think they really realize how much they mean to me, or how beautiful they are. drove home for 2 hours in the traffic'd rain, POURING rain. the 405 was flooded so i'd get swamped with sheets of water and could'nt see for moments, people w/o their lights on(idiots), a horrible accident with a woman laying on the side of the road-bleeding from the head, good music played until i snaked out on water..it was so fucking SCAREY. i hydroplaned like stubborn ice cubes in an angry blender. i was so petrifyed--luckily rachel and ian were there to calm me down and reassure me..angelsussually. .and no one hit me-thank the stars for alert, safe drivers..
i have yet to sleep, but i feel at peace between all of my chaotic issues of present. i will take hold of my own reigns, execute with grace of all my duties.
i think im going to take out my lip ring to get a job @ in-n-out, someone reminded me how lucrative it is.
i don't mind selling myself to fastfood. i'm behind on my bills already.
i'm sick of being 'available', but afraid to love again.its diffrent when things are just for fun & stories.terrifyed of a painful procession.maybe i'm cursed.heh..grumblegrumblegrumble.this is frustration,the chalkoutline of a forlorn soaked girl. *le sigh*
anywhoo, this monster is going to go take a shower & hopefully hit up the salv. with r-dub.
take it easy sleezy.
i'm going to be working on a 5-7 page paper on the 'political, social, and economic causes of the American Revolution'. i checked out 4 books and a documentary from the library yesterday. then i went down to long beach and visited the ladies and lacey + gaydrian. i got serranaded by two of my favorite people at 6AM. it was good for me, and them too i believe. i dont think they really realize how much they mean to me, or how beautiful they are. drove home for 2 hours in the traffic'd rain, POURING rain. the 405 was flooded so i'd get swamped with sheets of water and could'nt see for moments, people w/o their lights on(idiots), a horrible accident with a woman laying on the side of the road-bleeding from the head, good music played until i snaked out on water..it was so fucking SCAREY. i hydroplaned like stubborn ice cubes in an angry blender. i was so petrifyed--luckily rachel and ian were there to calm me down and reassure me..angelsussually. .and no one hit me-thank the stars for alert, safe drivers..
i have yet to sleep, but i feel at peace between all of my chaotic issues of present. i will take hold of my own reigns, execute with grace of all my duties.
i think im going to take out my lip ring to get a job @ in-n-out, someone reminded me how lucrative it is.
i don't mind selling myself to fastfood. i'm behind on my bills already.
i'm sick of being 'available', but afraid to love again.its diffrent when things are just for fun & stories.terrifyed of a painful procession.maybe i'm cursed.heh..grumblegrumblegrumble.this is frustration,the chalkoutline of a forlorn soaked girl. *le sigh*
anywhoo, this monster is going to go take a shower & hopefully hit up the salv. with r-dub.
take it easy sleezy.