confused
sometimes i dont know what is going on. like right now im kind of confused, sometimes i dont know how to act, like i guess i feel like a bitch, i dont mean too. im just not quite sure about anything. maybe im scared, blah i dont know. im just confusing myself now. i think i need to make a list of things i want to acomplish. my head hurts. i wish that i could have somebody to talk to and like help me out but the problem is im not rilly sure what is going on in my mind so it would be rilly hard to explain it all and it would just be a rilly big mess...... ok well enough of my confusion... im going to drink somewater and go to sleep because i have summer school in the morning. yuck. i dislike school alot, but since i failed these classes in the first place i think i need to actually do my work so im going to try rilly hard to fix those school issue problems, ok that was positive thinking yay.<3 i guess thats a start on acomplishing things. ummm. what else. oh i go into hot topic tomarrow night also. i guess im nervous.. im a nervous gal when i first do things. like inside it like OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.. for serious.. i dont nkow if i show it that much on the outside i guess i try to hide it. woah. i hope i do well at this whole working thing. toris at asp right now i belive. i hope she is aving fun. i cant wait till wed. i hope that day will be fun. i saw a couple fireworks with vernon tonight, that was fun. i felt bad like at some point. i dont why... i tend to do that sometimes, i dont know what goes on. i need to clean my room. thats on my list of things to do tomarrow. ok i guess it is time to go to sleep.
goodnight<3
goodnight<3