Feb 28, 2006 16:16
i feel like such a fuck up.I must have judgement issues, or something. I can't stand when people are upset with my but i do these things to myself, and make them upset with me. I know I do. I have such a guilty conscience right now about everything going on and there's not a thing that anyone could say to make me feel better because I have screwed up. bad. I really feel like all I'm doing is hurting myself and the people I really care about most.
I'm scared.
I don't want to know what the future holds.
So here's the deal...
I owe every friend from the past, the present, or the future an apology.I'm Sorry. I am human. I do make mistakes. I have my flaws and most of the time I'm okay with that. But if you ever, EVER feel like i'm doing something that is intentionally hurting you, please come to me. There's nothing I hate more than drama/hurting others.
love, brittany rose.