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"whenever he is troubled or something goes wrong in his life, he goes to an AA meeting. god does with it what he will, resolving it for better or for worse, and the man doesn't worry about it or try to control it. he just waits and trusts, waits and goes to Meetings, waits and assumes whatever happens what is supposed to happen. when he talks of god and of his trust in his might male god, his eyes glaze over. it is a glaze i know and have seen many times before, usually when someone is fucked out of their skull on strong, hard drugs. his god has become his drug ad he is high, high as a Motherfucking kite, and he rants and raves, paces back and forth, god this and god that, blah blah blah. if i was closer to him or if i could get at him, i would punch him in the mouth just to make him shut the fuck up."
i love this book
i love this book