ugh*..=(
hiiya*--
whats going on kiddos? i've STILL got a buzz from this morning..holy shit..so today was PDS bugg and britt spent the night last night and we got real high this morning before school..wow* lol fun stuff..i love to be high..honestly..idc what anyone says..i love it..yeah..last night i went to the bball game with bugg and britt..we hung out with ty jake todd and mm..i forget* but yeah, i miss them all so much* tyler turned prep..all i hafta say about that is HAWT!!!!!!!! holy shit..lol and jake..i love him..hes my little cuddle buddy! hes the best..i honestly dont know what id do without him!..once again mariah had phils jersey on..and i started to get all sad about it, but jake and todd made mem laugh so hard..30 MINUTES LATER!! haha* i love them soooo much..jake*..next game, under the bleachers!!!!! haha* anywhoo.. yeah..so after school today me and phil talked for a bit..he gave me a hug..i melted..i wanted to cry..wow, i miss him..i won't lie..i love him still with my whole heart..but we aren't getting back together ever..he moving on and so am i*..its for the best..i hope*..i just really wish we can be friends though..=/ GAWD* i want him back so bad..omggggg..idk*! i know i like aaron..i really really do..but i love phil and its sooo hard after 5 months to just let go of someone*..it would be 6 months today..6 months..half a year..=( im so stupid..how could i let that go..whats wrong with me! gawsh..i havent cried once since we broke up..i havent even thought about him really to be honest..i say i hate him..that i dont like him anymore.. but when he hugged me today..i lost it..idk what to do..i wont tell him..i wish i could, but, i wont..he likes mariah now..end of story..gawsh..i hope they don't go to snowcomming together..i wanna ask him to still go with me, but i know he won't..ugggghhh*!!!! fuck me..anyways enough of me bitching..im so annoying..lol* i'll write again later perhaps!! ttfn~ xoxo*
--danielle marie*
p.s.--BWITTNEY NICOLE PJ LOVES YOU!
p.s.s--BECCA BUGG SQUISHY LOVES YOU! hahaha*
whats going on kiddos? i've STILL got a buzz from this morning..holy shit..so today was PDS bugg and britt spent the night last night and we got real high this morning before school..wow* lol fun stuff..i love to be high..honestly..idc what anyone says..i love it..yeah..last night i went to the bball game with bugg and britt..we hung out with ty jake todd and mm..i forget* but yeah, i miss them all so much* tyler turned prep..all i hafta say about that is HAWT!!!!!!!! holy shit..lol and jake..i love him..hes my little cuddle buddy! hes the best..i honestly dont know what id do without him!..once again mariah had phils jersey on..and i started to get all sad about it, but jake and todd made mem laugh so hard..30 MINUTES LATER!! haha* i love them soooo much..jake*..next game, under the bleachers!!!!! haha* anywhoo.. yeah..so after school today me and phil talked for a bit..he gave me a hug..i melted..i wanted to cry..wow, i miss him..i won't lie..i love him still with my whole heart..but we aren't getting back together ever..he moving on and so am i*..its for the best..i hope*..i just really wish we can be friends though..=/ GAWD* i want him back so bad..omggggg..idk*! i know i like aaron..i really really do..but i love phil and its sooo hard after 5 months to just let go of someone*..it would be 6 months today..6 months..half a year..=( im so stupid..how could i let that go..whats wrong with me! gawsh..i havent cried once since we broke up..i havent even thought about him really to be honest..i say i hate him..that i dont like him anymore.. but when he hugged me today..i lost it..idk what to do..i wont tell him..i wish i could, but, i wont..he likes mariah now..end of story..gawsh..i hope they don't go to snowcomming together..i wanna ask him to still go with me, but i know he won't..ugggghhh*!!!! fuck me..anyways enough of me bitching..im so annoying..lol* i'll write again later perhaps!! ttfn~ xoxo*
--danielle marie*
p.s.--BWITTNEY NICOLE PJ LOVES YOU!
p.s.s--BECCA BUGG SQUISHY LOVES YOU! hahaha*