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i was.
i went to see miguel today because he always knew. and thats what i need. someone to just know. not to have to say one word. just to know. he wasnt there, but thats what happened.
and small fact about my problem....i lose sight of reality. there is something in my brain that causes me to be somewhere else, and think things that are not okay are okay. that something that should hurt wont. and then it doesnt. so there comes a point when you have to stop ordering me around about feelings and just be a little compassionate.
i went to see miguel today because he always knew. and thats what i need. someone to just know. not to have to say one word. just to know. he wasnt there, but thats what happened.
and small fact about my problem....i lose sight of reality. there is something in my brain that causes me to be somewhere else, and think things that are not okay are okay. that something that should hurt wont. and then it doesnt. so there comes a point when you have to stop ordering me around about feelings and just be a little compassionate.