Jan 14, 2005 16:32
My bio final is over! yay!!
I think I did pretty well on it. I was studying for a couple hours last night with Andy and Sarah so that was cool.
I hate him so much. I seriously wish he would go away and never come back. He is so.. mean. And he just.. isn't a good person. I know that you know this. and I know I've told you it a million times. and I know that you don't care. but guess what?! he's going to hurt you again. you are putting your heart and life into his hands and he isn't even mature enough to handle his own.
why do you like him so much? I know that on the outside he seems perfect, but you KNOW he isn't. I know he isn't. and I don't want to see you get hurt. I'm not saying anything that I haven't said to you already, but I just... wish you could see. And no matter how many times you tell me that you know or that you get it, I know that you don't. because if you did... you wouldn't still stay with him.
You're so important to me.. and if he ever did anything to make me lose the person I love, I would kill him. not be mad, not be depressed, kill him. Straight up. like.. I would honest to God walk into his house, put a gun to his head and pull the trigger.
angry? I know. but its true. I would.