when i hear you say i love you... i just want to die

[be_inside_me]

today was really bad...

for a few reasons:

*i miss tom so much...
*i miss CT a ton too... and talking to people from there really makes me miss it more...
I MISS JOSH AND DARYL!!!

*tommy is a mess too now and i dont know what to say to him
*i really wanted to go to Syracuse...but i didnt
*i miss my sister a ton
*i miss Jakers (NOR)

i guess it just sucks right now cause i miss a lot of people, and i am such a mess that i need these people in my life more than ever right now...

blah, i shouldnt have woken up today...