so it always has to end...

[be_inside_me]

okay, i am a little less upset than last time, so maybe i should explain something here...

i fell for Tom... like, badly... and now i am here, with another broken heart, wishing that the one thing i want to work out, would. but i dont see that happening ever... this is the one thing that i really thought would work out...

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight

i hate myself for letting him get to me the way he has...

i just dont know what happened...

"i remember the look in your eyes, when i told you this was goodbye..."
i thought we would make it through this...

i fucking love you...