we did our damge...
"There´s no way I can talk myself out of this one tonite
and there´s no way that I can ever win with you.
I swear that this is my last."
i wish that were true.. i wish this was the last time i would let myself go through this... but i know its not... and i know that i will feel this way again sometime...
i will never let myself get let down like this again... i am never going to trust my instinct on anything... i cant believe i actually thought that there was something there... i am a fuck...
i dont want to ruin our friendship... bullshit... at least tell me the truth.. i am no good.. worthless to you... not fucking good enough to make you feel like the most important thing in the world... cause that is what i would do... and that just isnt enough because i am not perfect enough for anyone to care about...
i am going to see 25 ta life tommorow... as much as i dont want to be in that city...
and there´s no way that I can ever win with you.
I swear that this is my last."
i wish that were true.. i wish this was the last time i would let myself go through this... but i know its not... and i know that i will feel this way again sometime...
i will never let myself get let down like this again... i am never going to trust my instinct on anything... i cant believe i actually thought that there was something there... i am a fuck...
i dont want to ruin our friendship... bullshit... at least tell me the truth.. i am no good.. worthless to you... not fucking good enough to make you feel like the most important thing in the world... cause that is what i would do... and that just isnt enough because i am not perfect enough for anyone to care about...
i am going to see 25 ta life tommorow... as much as i dont want to be in that city...