Don't feel sorry for me

[x_evilbritney_x]

After Lindsey left Alyx's office, Alyx and I exchanged looks before I walked over to her and basically fucking apoligized a million times. It was my fault. I took too much, I turned him, it's my fault. Not hers. It's my mess to clean up, but I wasn't fucking sure if I wanted to clean it up. I wasn't sure of anything right now. I know I'm a vampire

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[hotlaw_lindsey]

What the hell was up with vampires throwing me across the room? If they weren't grabbing my neck, it was being tossed like a rag doll. I would have thought that stopped once I got turned, but apparently not. Then she yelled and ranted and hit me with a damn lamp! Out of everything in the room, she smacks me with that.

I was very surprised that security hadn't shown up yet. We had people on both sides of the room pounding now, but I was a little busy trying not to get my eyes fucking clawed out to pay a whole lot of attention. I knew vampires could heal, but having eyes come back probably wasn't on the damn list of re-growable flesh. Blocked another blow to the face and then I vamp'd out.

"You want a fucking ride? I'll give you one." Snarled at her and then I managed to get her up on my shoulder. She was beating the hell out of my back and neck with her fists, but I didn't let go. "It's on now, baby. We're going to have all kinds of fucking fun." I grabbed the cord from the now shattered lamp with my foot and raised it up high enough to grab with my ingers. Then I threw her face down on the bed.

"Back when I lived in Oklahoma, I used to hog-tie the cattle before they gor branded. Bet I can do it to a bitch of a vampire too." Laughing my head off, I grabbed her wrists, pulling her arms behind her back. She started swearing up a storm, using some words that even impressed me. Britney started to get up on her knees and I sat down on her, staddling her hips. "Now, now. We're going to play and then you can get the fuck up." Tied her wrists off and then bent down near her ear. "Would love to fuck you like this. What do you say baby? Wanna be all kinky?"

[x_evilbritney_x]

He grabbed me and lifted me over his shoulders, then plopped me on the bed on my stomach. I think I called him every name in the book and then some, but he wouldn't let up, not one fucking bit. What the fuck was he gonna do? I had no clue, but I guess I was about to find out, then fucking dust him. I was so over this shit.

Pulling my arms back, I felt him tie my hands together and I cursed him again, trying to kick out with my feet. This was fucked up, I should be able to take him on and right now? He was probably going to fucking dust me and be done with it. HA! Too bad he couldn't do that. I smirked a little and tried to sit up, but he was on top of me and I went falling back on the bed again.

He came in close, and started talking and ... wow. Okay, so fucking ... "Fuck you!" I screamed and then felt his hands on me, sliding down my body and I closed my eyes as I started to relax.

Bit my lip and nodded, but I knew that when it was over, I was so kicking his ass back and forth in this room. "Fuck me, Lindsey," I whispered and pushed back against him and held my head down on the pillow, my head turned, trying to watch him, but I couldn't. Had to fucking say this was the first time this has ever happened to me and I've been with alot of men. I guess I always wanted to be in control and now ... well, it was his show. His fingers started caressing my skin and I rubbed against the sheet, moaning for him.

"Lindsey ..."

[lindsey_lives]

She wasn't the only one who had been around the block a time or two. Used to be the one they'd send to entertain some of our clients and I'd learned all kinds of fun tricks. I smirked when she screamed, but then I let my hands start to trail along her skin, slowly moving down Britney's back and I could feel her relax underneath me. When the dominant person suddenly finds themselves in a position like this, the results can be quite fun.

She couldn't see what I was going to do, which made everything a surprise. As my hands got closer to her ass, she pushed against me, still trying to have some kind of control. I leaned in and nibbled on her ear before kissing up her jaw. "Just relax, don't strain against the cord, or you'll hurt your arms." I'd tied it pretty damn tightly, she'd end up losing feeling in her hands in a little while, but it would come back.

I scooted back a little, running my hand down her spine, which made her back arch up. Could do just about anything to her right now, and she wouldn't be able to stop me. But I knew damn well whend she got loose, I'd pay for it. So I got up on my knees and put my hands on her hips. "You should see yourself like this. All tied up and gorgeous, just waiting to be fucked." Okay, that didn't come out as romantic as I hoped but it sounded hot as hell.

I slowly slid inside of her, and then pulled back a little on her arms, just enough that I caught a tiny hint of fear. It would be so easy to pop her shoulders out of place like this. Needed to behave myself. "Want you to scream my name, baby." I knew she would too. Began to thrust my hips and then leaned over, letting my face change. I ran my tongue over the back of her neck and then bit down hard enough to leave a mark, but not draw blood. The mark should stay until we were finished.

My hands reached around her body, stroking any flesh they came into contact with. I didn't want Britney to be too scared, this was supposed to be enjoyable. Hated it when we fought, but the sex during and after was always fantastic.

[x_evilbritney_x]

When he spoke his voice sent shivers down my spine and I arched my back, pressing against him, but he'd just put me down again. Opening my mouth, I panted a bit and it nothing was happening! I can't believe I was doing this, being so vulnerable and open to him and he could do whatever he wanted and ... I guess I did trust him. I loved him, I needed him, he was just a prick sometimes.

Then he was inside me and I moaned from deep down and bit my lips as he helped me up and held onto me. Slamming inside, I could feel him all throughout my body and I pushed back against him just as hard, or, I tried to. My arms were hurting a bit and whenever he would trace his fingers over my shoulders, I'd flinch a bit, then he'd take them away and hold onto me again.

"You ... you keep fucking me like that baby, and I will," I groaned and then tilted my head as I felt his fangs bite down, he didn't drink though, which I thought was weird. His arms wrapped around me and I could feel fingers stroking my clit and that's when I almost lost it.

Began to shout his name, calling him baby and I moved against him more. The pain in my arms? Didn't fucking care, all I cared about was him inside of me.

"That's it, baby, keep ... Oh fuck ..." I panted and swallowed hard, opening my eyes and smiling a bit. I wanted to reach back and hold him, but I couldn't, he tied me the fuck up. I wonder if I could break apart from the cord. Oh fuck yes, I could, but did I really want to? Maybe not.

[lindsey_lives]

I started to use my hand on her and it didn't take long before she was yelling my name. When I'd touch her shoulders, I'd get that little hint of fear and it was driving me crazy with bloodlust. Britney was pushing against me just as hard as I was slamming into her.

Britney was starting to strain against the cord. I wasn't sure if it was because her arms were hurting, or she wanted to reach me, so I slowly untied the knot, rubbing my fingers over her wrists and helping to let her blood start to circulate again. "Give it a couple minutes, if I did any damage, you'll be feeling it soon." I didn't think I had since both of us were a lot tougher than humans.

I picked up the pace, but let my hands run over her shoulders and then down her arms, gently making sure that the muscles were no longer stiff. Always take care of the ones you love first, then get back to getting off. When I was sure she was okay, I wrapped my arm around her chest and pulled her against me.

Leaning in, I repeated my earlier action, only this time I sank my fangs into her neck. She tasted so good. Better than anyone. Heard her scream my name, and I felt myself tumble over the edge again, tightening my grip on her body. Whispered her name before leaning my forehead against her shoulder. "Love you, baby."

[x_evilbritney_x]

He let me go and I finally had something to hold onto but he pulled me up against him. Leaning against his chest, I slid up and down and then stopped when I felt him right there. Licking my neck, and then his fangs sank into my skin and my eyes rolled shut.

Screaming his name as I came, I felt him pull away a little bit, and then he was there, whispering and telling me that he loved me. I just laid against him for a bit before falling forward and he was on top of me before he moved away to the side. I turned my head, looking at him and smiled a little.

"I love you too," I whispered and moved closer to him, giving him a long sounding kiss before laying my head on his chest. Felt his arm go around me and I closed my eyes as I laid there for a bit, trying to get back to normal cause right now? My whole body was buzzing and I wasn't sure if I wanted it to stop.

"We can go ... next door if you want, just a few minutes, okay?"

[lindsey_lives]

She fell forward onto the bed and I rested myself agisnst her before moving to the side. I have to say that's probably the first time she looked totally satisfied with what I'd done. Then she kissed me and it seemed to go on forever. Not breathing had all kinds of perks. When Britney rested on my chest, my arm automatically wrapped around her body.

I let my hand run along her back while I gave Britney a silly smile. "I don't know if I want to get up right now. That was fucking fantastic." If it was always going to be like this between us, we were going to have a lot of fun. I could still feel her blood humming through my veins, and I think she felt the same way. I felt tired and wired at the same time.

Then the asshole next door started banging on the wall again. Now he was just asking for it. "I want to tear his head right off his neck and roll it down the hall. Doesn't that sound like fun?" Bet it would just splurt all this blood into the air too. I didn't make a move to get off the bed though. We'd do it her way. Reaching out, I ran my fingers along the marks on her wrists. "Those should fade by tonight." I pressed my lips against them and gave her another small smile.

[x_evilbritney_x]

I smiled a little against his chest and moved closer to him. I was so hot. And he was so cold and it was ... well, it felt nice. For now anyway. Tomorrow would be a different story. It always was. Jumped a little when the jerk in the next room started banging on the wall and I just rolled my eyes. I told Lindsey we could go over there, but I didn't feel like it. He could, I wouldn't mind though.

"Sounds like fun baby, but I just don't feel like getting out of bed," I grinned a little and sat up, looking down at him as he brushed his fingers over my arm, telling me that the marks would fade.

"Hmm, okay."

Moistening my lips, I leaned down and kissed him, moving my leg over him to straddle his hips. Pulled away and laid my head on his chest and pulled the blankets over us.

[lindsey_lives]

I was getting ready to go to sleep all curled up nice with my baby when he started up again. The guy was seriously getting on my last fucking nerve. Bang, bang, bang. It amazed me that no one had complained about his stupid ass yet. I growled and kicked the covers off myself and got out of the bed. Walked over to where the banging was coming from and I slammed my hand into the wall as hard as I could.

Plaster went everywhere and I'd made a dent. Raising an eyebrow, I reared back and did it again. This time a whole chunk fell onto the floor. I know there was a big smile on my face and I repeated the action a couple more times. Now I could actually see through to the wall in the other room. I pried at the hole with my fingers, peeling a space big enough to get my arms through, and maybe a whole person.

Then that fucktard had the nerve to bang again. "Oh, that is it!" I vamp'd out and used both hands on the hole, and felt my fists go through to the other side. The idiot bent down to see what the hell was going on and I grabbed him by the head. "It's not nice to keep banging on the fucking walls, asshole."

With a roar, I pulled back as hard as I could, pulling his upper body into our room. But he was too big for the hole and got stuck. "Damn it!" Put my hands on his shoulders and twisted, smiling when I heard bones snap. He let out a scream and then passed out. One more yank and his whole body landed on the floor. I peered into the hole to make sure no one else was in the room. "Now, it's play time."

[x_evilbritney_x]

The guy kept on banging and Lindsey practically pushed me off of him and got up, punching the wall. Rolling my eyes, I laid on my side, propping myself up on my elbow as I watched him closely. What was he gonna do? I wasn't sure, but I was about to find out, apparently.

The smile on Lindsey's face grew wide and I just knew something was gonna happen. Then it did. Lindsey got through to the other side and then he started pulling the guy into our room.

"Lindsey, baby, you're fucking crazy, you know that?" I grinned and got out of bed, walking over to where he was. I grabbed a cigarette from my purse that was on the table and lit up as I watched. I could hear the bones snapping and crushing and it was like music to my ears. But, I was still pissed off cause Lindsey had been hellbent on this guy all night.

Took a step back when he managed to get the guy in our room and he was on the floor, passed out. Not too bad looking either. Older, yeah, but still, he was cute.

"Aww, look at him, he looks pretty when he's fucking sleeping and not pounding on the fucking wall," I yelled and kicked the guy in the face.

"Go play baby, I'm gonna be here. I'm full for right now," I grinned and rubbed my belly before gettin' back on the bed and smoking my cigarette.

[lindsey_lives]

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