Don't feel sorry for me

[x_evilbritney_x]

After Lindsey left Alyx's office, Alyx and I exchanged looks before I walked over to her and basically fucking apoligized a million times. It was my fault. I took too much, I turned him, it's my fault. Not hers. It's my mess to clean up, but I wasn't fucking sure if I wanted to clean it up. I wasn't sure of anything right now. I know I'm a vampire

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[lindsey_lives]

I know there was a grin on my face when Britney did her little dance. She was very sexy moving her body like that. Guy who worked here came over and took all those quarters, filling a damn bucket with them, and said he would be back with the cash in a few minutes. I knew damn well if I had pulled that lever we wouldn't have won a damn thing. I'm never that lucky.

She kissed me, looking very pleased with herself and I gave her a small nod. Food would be very good now. At least I would be warm before falling alseep. The man came back and Britney took the money. "We taking the snack up with us, or am I having it here?" Here might be better, then we wouldn't have to deal with a stinky corpse all day.

We started walking through the rows of machines. It was so damn crowded. Even the places in Vegas aren't this packed. All we needed to do was find a row with only one or two people, and then I could eat. The only other thing I could think of would be to just grab someone and drop them too the floor when I finished.

Then I spotted them. "Darlin', you see them?" Couple of college girls were sitting by themselves at a table in a darkened corner. Looked like they could even be twins. "One for each of us. Should we go grab a bite?"

[x_evilbritney_x]

We walked and walked, looking for something to take with us, and he asked if we were taking them upstairs or having them down here. Rather have them down here cause I plan on fucking him into the bed. Not that I don't enjoy a fucking audience once in awhile, but this was our night, not anyone else's and I wanted it to stay that way.

"We'll do it down here baby," I said and smiled as his arm that was around me tighted and I leaned against him. He stopped, pointing at some girls in a corner, drinking and laughing and checking everything out. That'll be perfect.

"Let's go."

Walked over toward them and I could feel Lindsey's hand on my ass as we did so. His cold fingers slid up and down my back and I grinned as I walked, knowing that I was the most important thing on his mind, that and food of course cause I was fucking hungry too.

"Hey," I said and sat down. They gave me a look and I just watched Lindsey sit down as well.

"Um, hi?" They said and then looked at eachother before looking at us again.

Grinning, I grabbed the menu that was on the table and looked through it. "Wow, I'm fucking hungry, starved ... what do you recommend?" I asked before vamping out, licking my lips. Grabbed the one girl by the back of the neck before standing up, lifting her up. Her sister started screaming, but all that was cut short when Lindsey covered his hand over her mouth.

[hotlaw_lindsey]

They looked so damn yummy. We made our way to the table and sat down.I waited for Britney to act first, she was the sire here, I'm supposed to follow her lead. It's like tradition. She grabbed the girl next to her and the one by me began to shriek. Can't have that, people would come over and see what was going on.

Reaching out, I wrapped my fingers around her mouth, cutting her off in mid-scream. "Naughty girl, screaming should be done in private, not public." I brought my other hand in front of her face and pinched her nose shut. Now she couldn't get any air at all. The girl's fear tripled and as I smiled, I let my face change.

I loved being this strong. I could break all her bones and still keep her alive if I wanted. Drink just enough to have her pass out, break something to wake her up again and repeat the action. It would be so much fun. But we didn't have that kind of time. Another day, another person. She started to buck against my body, deperately trying to make me let go, but I sunk my fangs into her neck and drank first.

Pulling away, I let go of her nose and mouth, watching as the color slowly shifted back to normal while she gasped, drawing air into her lungs. I leaned in and put my mouth to her ear. "You're still going to die, just not like that. The fear makes your blood taste so good." I ran my tongue over my fangs before plunging them into her flesh again. Then I drank until I heard her heart slow. I moved back, turning her body so I could watch as the life drained from her eyes. When it didn't happen fast enough for me, I snapped her neck.

[x_evilbritney_x]

Drained the girl dry and just let her fall on the floor. Well, her head smacked against the table before plopping itself on the carpet, but who fucking cares. She was dead, she didn't feel it. My face changed and I glanced at Lindsey, watching him feed. He was so fucking hot, I wanted him now. Plus? He was fucking warm and that's what I missed so much about him. I just wanted to lick him all over.

When he snapped her neck, I licked my lips hungrily as I walked over to him, coming up behind him and leaning on my toes to kiss the back of his neck as my arms wrapped around him, my fingers sliding down his body until my hand cupped his cock and I gave it a slight squeeze.

"Baby ..." I whispered and moved around in front of him, grinning wickedly and watching him the entire time. It wasn't the fucking same, but you know, I didn't care right now, all I wanted was him. I jumped up in his arms and wrapped my legs around him, kissing him soundly.

"Let's go upstairs. Now."

[lindsey_lives]

Warm again. It wouldn't last for very long though, Britney and I both knew that. She didn't want cold, she wanted warm. I groaned a little when her fingers gave my cock a squeeze. Don't think I'd changed too much since being turned. I still wanted to kill, eat, and fuck. With her around, I could do all three. The two of us might be able to rival Darla and Angelus if we really put our minds to it. Just the thought of all that blood, pain, and death made me horny as hell.

Tightened my grip around Britney after she jumped into my arms. I kissed her back just as hard, tasting the blood of both girls on our tongues. "Sure baby, whatever you want." I kept my arms on her and made my way through the casino to the hotel, ignoring everything else but her. Could smell the lust coming from her body in waves, and I had to bet that mine was just as strong.

Got into the elevator and had to smirk since neither of us showed up in the big mirror. A man who was inside took one look at it and ran out the doors. I laughed before kissing Britney again. Quickly found our room and held her up while using the stupid pass key. When we got inside, I set her down gently on the bed. Started stripping down as fast as I could. Had to do this while I was warm or she'd leave me again. "You don't have to be gentle with me any more darlin', I can take it now." This should be fun.

[x_evilbritney_x]

He carried me all the way into the elevator and the look on the guys face was fucking priceless. One look in the mirrors and he was gone. Now come on, it could have been some fucking illusion or some shit, but it wasn't. My body started moving against his as I kissed him all the way to the room and while he was trying to concentrate getting inside the room with the key card, I nibbled and sucked on his neck.

Lindsey set me on the bed once we were inside and he was stripping like the good boy he was. He knew what I wanted and what I needed. Needed him, wanted him warm. Just as quick as he did, I stripped off my clothes until I was laying back on the bed with my legs spread wide open, just watching him standing there. My hands slid down my body as I cupped my breast and my other hand went to the center of my body, giving him a little tease.

Then he was on me.

Growling, I wrapped my legs and arms around him and he didn't waste anytime, he was inside and rocking me back and forth on the bed. My nails sliced into his skin and I could smell the blood that was seeping above the surface. Rolling him over, I sat up and rode him hard, holding onto his chest and watching the emotions on his face. I couldn't read them ... it was different than before. Before I knew that Lindsey loved me, he ... was able to, now, I wasn't so sure.

[lindsey_lives]

Watched her get just as naked as I was and then she even gave me a little show. Want, need, right fucking now. Couldn't wait. In a flash I was on top of Britney, sliding inside and started to rock my hips. She was still a lot warmer than I was, but I didn't hear any objections, just a whole lot of moans.

There's a big difference between a human that being fucked by a vampire, and two vampires fucking. There's still blood involved, but the wounds are already starting to heal as soon as they are inflicted. The violence and pain just made me want to have her even more. My sire. Hers forever now, at least until she grew tired of me and ditched my ass or stuck a stake in my chest.

She rolled us over and started to ride me harder than she ever would have if I was human. Hell, I probably would have passed out by this point. On the plus side, I no longer had to worry about breathing and my stamina should be really high now. Reached my hands out and ran them along her body slowly before using my fingers to pinch her nipples. Britney responded to that by clenching around my hard enough to make my back arch off the damn bed. "Damn, baby you make me feel so good." I gave her a bit of a wicked look. "Want to see if we can break the bed?"

With a growl, I rolled us back over and then leaned down, kissing my way up her body. Didn't stop moving my hips though. "Um..." Vampires do not say 'um'. "Don't suppose you'd let me bite you?" I wanted to know how she tasted. Plus her blood would keep me warmer longer. Or something. Maybe. Only one way to find out.

[x_evilbritney_x]

My eyes about rolled up in my fucking head as he rolled us again and all I could hear were us moaning and flesh slapping against eachother, the bed rocking back and forth against the wall. It was only a matter of time before someone complained, it was gonna happen, just didn't know when. Didn't fucking care. All I cared about was what he was doing to me and making me feel and it was so fucking intense.

I was in love.

Moving my head to the side, I watched him and waited for him to finish what he was saying. What the fuck was a 'um?' I frowned and held onto his shoulders as my feet slid up and down the back of his legs and then my legs just fell to the side of him. He wanted to bite me?

"Shut up, Lindsey," I said a little too harshly. I almost wanted to smack him and the face he gave me ... made me so. Fucking. Hot. Narrowed eyes looked back at mine and then I nodded at him.

"Yeah, baby, anything you want ..." I smirked and grabbed onto his hair, moving against him again. Anything he wanted, I'd do. He was mine and I was his, that's all that mattered.

[hotlaw_lindsey]

Britney told me to shut up and I felt one of those big, nasty flashes of rage inside of me. But the look that followed that was so fucking nice. Anything I wanted. A smile was on my face as her fingers dug into my hair. Could feel her nails scratch my scalp, but I didn't care. Pain was part of this now. Damn good thing I had a lot of practice with it.

My face shifted and I ran my fangs up the curve of her breast. It was light enough that she could feel what I was doing, but wouldn't leave a mark. Heard her moan and that when I bit down. Britney's blood hit me like fire, burning its way into my mouth. I had to have more. She arched up, and that only made the fangs sink deeper.

I changed back and sucked at the wound. Her blood was better than anything I'd ever had. Don't know if it was because she made me, or because she was a specil kind of vampire or what. By the time I pulled away, I felt very warm. Licked my lips and smiled at her. "You taste better than apple candy. So fucking hot and good."

Someone in the room next to us started to bang on the wall and I laughed. "He's just jealous." I matched my thrusts to the pounding, figuring that if anyone came over to the room, we'd just eat them for an after sex snack. Might just go next door and eat them anyway.

[x_evilbritney_x]

My mouth opened slightly and my eyes rolled shut as his mouth trailed down my body, licking, sucking, nipping, biting and then he did bite down and I felt a rush, a high that I haven't fucking had in a long time. He was taking part of me into him and I could feel his body warming up because of it. Then it was over, so soon and he was licking my breast, then looking at me.

That's when we heard the wall and the pounding and I just rolled my eyes. "Yeah, baby," I smiled and pushed him up so he was sitting down and I slid up and down, kissing him hard and holding onto the back of his head.

The rush that he gave me sent a shiver from my toes up throughout my body and I felt like I was going to explode any second, the good fucking way. Vamping, I licked up his neck before taking my mark on his neck and updating it with a mark over it, sucking the blood out of him. Too quickly I pulled away and looked at him, his eyes staring back at me and I lost it. Coming around him, I held onto him tightly and fell back on the bed and all I felt was him holding my hips and fucking me faster as I laid there enjoying the high that didn't seem to be coming down.

[hotlaw_lindsey]

Britney licked my neck and I swear the mark on it throbbed, aching to be touched again. Heard that the bite that sired you was always more sensitive than any other spot you could be bit, and I guess this proved that it was true. Then her fangs were in my neck and all rational thoughts left my head for a few minutes.

I wondered if she could taste herself in my blood. Shuddered when she pulled away. It hadn't been enough. Wanted her to keep biting and drinking. When Britney looked at me, I tried to tell her with my eyes that I was always hers. Got one hell of a good response to that.

She came, clutching me tightly and then collapsed on the bed, looking like someone had just fucked her brains out. Dug my fingers into Britney's hips and moved faster. Just looking at her lying there in absolute ecstasy made me come so hard that everything went white and I yelled out her name before collapsing against her.

"Wow." I leaned in and kissed her softly. "Love you, darlin'. Now, forever, always." Pulling myself out of her, I rested my body on top of hers. I gave her a silly grin when the person in the other room started banging again. "Want to go kill the neighbors? Could be fun."

[x_evilbritney_x]

Smiled a little as he laid on me and my arm went around him, holding him to me close. After getting all hot and fucking sweaty, it was actually nice to have something cool against me, chillin' me out and making me think fucking straight. I heard the wall start banging again and I sighed, annoyed as fuck.

Now I was pissed.

He always wants to leave. No matter what, he wants to get up and go and never just ... ugh. Pushing him off of me, I get up from the bed and walk over to the chair that's in front of the desk against the wall and sit down on it, looking at him. I crossed one leg over the other and just stared. He gave me a weird look and I just rolled my eyes.

"You never just want to lay with me, you always want to get up and leave and you know what? That pisses me off. Then again, you don't fucking care now anyway, before I guess you really didn't care, so get up and go. Kill them, whatever, I'll be here."

Saw the look on his face, but I didn't back down. He wanted to fight, we could fight. Wasn't gonna dust him, still wanted him and needed him, but fuck, he seemed to piss me the fuck off.

Alot.

[hotlaw_lindsey]

Oh, for the love of... Always with the pushing and the pouting and the giving me the evil fucking eye because I'm a guy and I don't understand women. Even crossing her legs, which looks kind of silly considering she's wearing no clothes.

"Always with the fucking drama!" The man was annoying us. I could go over, snap his fucking neck and come back in five minutes at the most. I hadn't even got up. She had pushed me off of her I'd asked a simple fucking question, and instead of an answer she gets all pissy. I swear, even vampires have PMS!

"You could have just said, 'Lindsey, stay in the damn bed, I want to lay here with you'. But oh no, you had to be all 'woe is I, my vampire boyfriend won't cuddle'." I threw my arms up. "You want me to stay here, I'll stay, you want me to go and drag the man from next door in here so we can slice him open and slowly drain all the blood from his body while I snap his fucking bones like toothpicks, that's fine too. Whatever you fucking want!"

[x_evilbritney_x]

Drama? I was always with fucking drama? Oh, I know what's going to happen now. He's going to have a fucking whiny temper tantrum worse than a fucking two year old that got their bottle taken away. Fucking prick.

I raised my eye brow at him and listened to him, whine and whine, bitch, bitch, bitch. Then, I got up and walked over to him and grabbed him by his dick and I twisted so hard. My eyes narrowed and then I punched him in the face, making him fall back.

"Me? Drama, I don't fucking think so!" Punch again, then I was on the bed on top of him. "You're the one always with the fucking drama and you know what? Maybe now? I don't want you around. Fuck you and your woe is me, I wanna kill everyone on the damn fucking planet!" I slapped him and I saw the look in his eyes. This wasn't going to be pretty, at all, but you know what? I don't fucking care. He's a little dick and he's about to get put in his place.

"You're not my vampire boyfriend, not anymore asshole, I'm your sire. You do what I say. You're just ... a fledging, I can take you out and be done with it, not even batting a fucking perfectly curled eyelash. You on the other hand? What can you do to stop it? Not a damn fucking thing."

I pushed myself away from him and climbed off the bed. I heard him growl and I just placed my hands on my hips.

"You think you're gonna do something? Try me," I glared and licked my lips anticipating what he was gonna do next. Of course I wouldn't ever dust him. I loved him, but ... I had to be fucking ... I had to be his sire right now and that's just how it was. He didn't want to listen to me, there's the door, but he wouldn't get that far. I wouldn't let him.