Sep 25, 2005 21:41
Attention, attention. May I have all your eyes and ears to the front of the room, if only, if only for one second, will you hear what I have to say?
This indecision's bugging me.
If you don't want me, set me free.
Are you ugly? A liar like me. Are yous a lost soul? Someone you don't know. Money, it's no cure.
I turn a blind eye. Why do I deny it? Medicate me, so I die happy. A strain of cancer, chokes the answers. Are you like me? A liar like me?
I'm your only friend, I'm not your only friend, but I'm a little glowing friend, but really I'm not actually your friend, but I am.
Walk home. Drowning these memories in the rain . Biting my lip to transfer this pain. You're gone. And I'm still going with withdrawl. This time around I'll build a stronger wall. You broke my guard with guiltless eyes.
I know a girl who's lost and lonely. Sits by her phone all alone. But the phone din't ring and the bird's don't sing in her tree. She lost herself in a haze of pity and doesn't know where to run.
Can we forget about the things I said when I was drunk? I didn't mean to call you that. I can't remember what was said, or what you threw at me. Please tell me why my car is in the front yard, and I'm sleeping with my clothes on.
If you miss the train that I am on, you will know that I have gone, and I'm 500 miles from my home.
Watching the days burnin' out like a cigarette, just a few drags to go. You built me up and you broke me down, somehow. Everything just seems so clear to me, nothing left to know. I love you right and I love you pure, right now. How can you say, that it's too late to save us now? And I would wait for you, if you would wait for me.
I close my eyes when I get too sad. I think thoughts that I know are bad. Close my eyes and I count to ten, hope it's over when I open them. I want the things that I had before, like a Starwars poster on my bedroom door. I wish I could count to ten, make everything be wonderful again.
I just don't understand how you can smile with all those tears in your eyes. Tell me everything is wonderful now.
..That's enough for now.