something in between nirvana and the andrews sisters.
i applied for a job at moodybrews yesterday. still waiting for an interview. i would really like to get this job.
i am back in school. and i am so depressed. when i am there... i want to take a lot of pills. or at least just be able to tune everything around me out so i can jsut do the dang work and go home.
i am very in love with my boyfriend. it sucks not being able to hang out as much as during break. because all i really feel like doing is hanging out with him or jsut sitting in my room sewing and sleeping and watching movies and playing dress up. i quite enjoy being alone these days.
but that doesn't mean people shouldn't still call me once in a while. i think i have grown to like being alone so much just because i do it so often. sometimes i feel like friends have given up on me. so then i try to over compensate and really make the effort to hang out. and when it comes to no avail, it's like, what do you want from me? i am trying to prove to you that i really really care about you and would like to still hang out fairly regularly. i don't just not have time for friends anymore just because i like hanging out with my boyfriend a lot. i make time for people. try me.
it would be nice to be musically talented methinks.
i feel very unoriginal and it gives me a queasy feeling. i would like very much to detach from all trends, from all expectations, from all forms of categorized "art". i would like to have never heard of bands that are standards among certain social groups. i would like to be either a foreigner or a hermit.
i am back in school. and i am so depressed. when i am there... i want to take a lot of pills. or at least just be able to tune everything around me out so i can jsut do the dang work and go home.
i am very in love with my boyfriend. it sucks not being able to hang out as much as during break. because all i really feel like doing is hanging out with him or jsut sitting in my room sewing and sleeping and watching movies and playing dress up. i quite enjoy being alone these days.
but that doesn't mean people shouldn't still call me once in a while. i think i have grown to like being alone so much just because i do it so often. sometimes i feel like friends have given up on me. so then i try to over compensate and really make the effort to hang out. and when it comes to no avail, it's like, what do you want from me? i am trying to prove to you that i really really care about you and would like to still hang out fairly regularly. i don't just not have time for friends anymore just because i like hanging out with my boyfriend a lot. i make time for people. try me.
it would be nice to be musically talented methinks.
i feel very unoriginal and it gives me a queasy feeling. i would like very much to detach from all trends, from all expectations, from all forms of categorized "art". i would like to have never heard of bands that are standards among certain social groups. i would like to be either a foreigner or a hermit.