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so yeah. i am so sick of seeing all of these cute couples that are soo in love.
elizabeth and troy.paige and edward.matt and maggie.
nobody understand how fucking much i just want the perfect guy to walk into my life and sweep me off of my feet.
i want to meet him so badly.
i think i'm just gonna turn this entrie into a sob-kind of thing update.
it just kills me how i have been looking for him for so long and every time i think i found him it turns out wrong.
i'm so sick of "hooking up" with guys and then not even continuing to date, it's all bullshit.
like seriously/.
i have feelings for someone i used to talk to and it makes me so upset to know he's with someone.
i don't know. b/c of warren i fucked up so many good things that i could have had.
it just like kills me to know that basically what we had was a waste of time b/c it ended like it did.
i guess we should have just always been friends?... i don't really know, im acctually mixed about that.
my guy would be a stylish person, make me laugh like crazy, hold me ALWAYS in public or in private, match my personality well, not be effed up on hard drugs, love having fun with me, takes me on dates, brings me with his friends.
so if you happen to pass upon this and think that you are the right guy for me then you should def. give me a phone call and steal my heart.
mmm yeah, i don't know.
i'm sick of it all.