tired but not tired

[bdtwenty5]

ok
check this out i havnt smoked
4 like a week
now
its been kinda nice
my head is alot more clear now
and it has me thinking
about alot more shit
im so convused
i dont know wat to do

and on top of it
this is the first
time n my life
that i want a gf
before i was allways jus trying
to get
laid
then i would brake up wht em
now i think its coming back to me
cuz every girl i start to like
ends up going out wht someone else

it seems like i cant meet a girl that
wants to b wht me
maybe its cuz im black
lol
jk

i just wanna meet a girl thats not a slut
cuz those r the only kinda girls
i seem to meet
they say one thing then do another
i wish they wouldnt say anything at all

and im sick of people thinking
that im trying to get wht jacque
and all this bull shit
its never been like that between us
were jus really good friends.