Trying to see clearer.

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Why are things so crazy? I can't wait until this semester is over. It'll be nice to have a fresh start on things, a new plan on how to conquer this thing called college. I need to be more focused in school. This is part of the reason things are so crazy, is because there are so many other things to be concerned about. So many other people having a tough time with issues that I may never encounter. I need to find a balance and stop distracting myself from everything around me. I want to make things better for everyone.

I feel like Zach Braff in Garden State when he's on X and everything around him is moving in super fast pace and he's just sitting there watching it all happen. Although, I'm not on X.

I wish life had a pause button.

In The Mirror

I look in the mirror
To see what my hair is doing
Is it kind of skywalker
Or is it kind of stupid?
But that's not the real reason i'm looking
I need a reminder of what i'm doing
I need a reminder that i'm human

In my dreams i love you like
A snowstorm in the night
The windows open wide
Here comes reflected light
We can keep the covers up
It's like we never stop

But do dreams ever do damage to life?
When you need so much
You can't get it right

Who else is here today?
I'm alone but can't obey
Swim on my back at night
Near my clothes and a flashlight

I look in the mirror
Why am i complicated?
I'm trying to see clearer
The sun has faded