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I applied to be a substitute teacher today. That's gratifying like shit. Purpose... it's getting there. Although I'm broke right now, gas is at 1/4 tank, i got some tickets that need to be paid, and i didn't get to go to caribana... there's a lot of positive things that i've been picking up.
I'm starting to really find out what it's like to be an adult... listen to this. I work in the millwork department of lowes. can i tell you what the hell millwork is, but i need bills to be paid.. so yea. I'm actively working to get my car, with my money, on my terms. I'm getting there.
It might not be the audi that i want... but it's MINE. yanno ? It's hitting me. everything isn't easy... and it's easy to give up when the goal looks so far away.. but i'm slowly but surely understanding that it's not likely to score 4 points on one play... but if you focus on makin a two pointer... you just put yourself in position to get the ball back, and hope you make things work, yanno ?
Women. Right now , I'm not really pressed. I'm more concerned about getting my life in order. It takes too much effort, and time to deal with it.. so right now, I think i need to be single. I mean don't get me wrong, I still fall asleep on the phone with certain people.. and it feels good.. but yea. no commitments right now :)
what else... It's funny.. even though this is the worst financial situation that i've been in.. and things like that.. Things start to come together. Maybe i need to struggle a lil bit, get me motivated. Well I gotta iron clothes for tomarra, so i'm out.
I'm starting to really find out what it's like to be an adult... listen to this. I work in the millwork department of lowes. can i tell you what the hell millwork is, but i need bills to be paid.. so yea. I'm actively working to get my car, with my money, on my terms. I'm getting there.
It might not be the audi that i want... but it's MINE. yanno ? It's hitting me. everything isn't easy... and it's easy to give up when the goal looks so far away.. but i'm slowly but surely understanding that it's not likely to score 4 points on one play... but if you focus on makin a two pointer... you just put yourself in position to get the ball back, and hope you make things work, yanno ?
Women. Right now , I'm not really pressed. I'm more concerned about getting my life in order. It takes too much effort, and time to deal with it.. so right now, I think i need to be single. I mean don't get me wrong, I still fall asleep on the phone with certain people.. and it feels good.. but yea. no commitments right now :)
what else... It's funny.. even though this is the worst financial situation that i've been in.. and things like that.. Things start to come together. Maybe i need to struggle a lil bit, get me motivated. Well I gotta iron clothes for tomarra, so i'm out.