sticks and blades and my spine pulled out, left in your hand
Happiness is easy to come by. You can find it anywhere you look for it, you can make it when you want to make it. You can, if necessary, pretend it's there to lie to yourself. Sometimes you can have too much of it, you end up ruining everything else between.
The best movies are the ones that leave you sad, make you remember that your life has flaw. When you think back on everything you wished you had done, and never got around to, you should be out of your mind in anguish. I love that feeling. All I know about pain, and i know all about what my life dosen't have. For some reason, I just can't live without the pain of remembering what my life dosent have. I don't totally understand why, but I love to remember how alive I am while my brain is flying the negative space of depression. The sad endings, the ones that leave the crowd in shock or in tears, maybe they remind me that everything gets better from there. Who knows, who can. Sure as fuck isn't me.
The best movies are the ones that leave you sad, make you remember that your life has flaw. When you think back on everything you wished you had done, and never got around to, you should be out of your mind in anguish. I love that feeling. All I know about pain, and i know all about what my life dosen't have. For some reason, I just can't live without the pain of remembering what my life dosent have. I don't totally understand why, but I love to remember how alive I am while my brain is flying the negative space of depression. The sad endings, the ones that leave the crowd in shock or in tears, maybe they remind me that everything gets better from there. Who knows, who can. Sure as fuck isn't me.