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Is this really real
-Bernardo de la Garza
It’s just a sensation that I get every time I feel
Locked in a barrel spinning like a wheel
A thousand bricks lay upon me
A million bullets gushing me apart
This I can’t control
This I can’t reveal
Can this simply go away
May I sleep through the next few years
I need a couple thousand beers
To take me out
Push me away
I really need to heal
Simply alone
I wish this was a clone
Reverse the past few days
Take it all away make it disappear
You built me up but tore me apart
Was it really real
You say that you will be there
Can this be true
Just want to tear myself to sleep
Take my flesh heart and bones
I just can’t take this anymore
I have cracked
I can’t get up
I need some medication
Take this depression
And throw it all away
I see the truth I see the lies
Was this meant to be
You changed yourself you changed your thoughts
Your way has tainted into lots
Not the way you used to be
Simply alone
I wish this was a clone
Reverse the past few days
Take it all away make it disappear
You built me up but tore me apart
Was it really real
An error made a lesson learned
Can a mistake convert to saint
May you change your ways
This feeling makes me want to faint
Used, confused, feel like trash
I should get fucking lashed
This is me and that is you
I wish it could be what you used to do
You lost all sense and made a mistake
And what I feel is a heart break
Simply alone
I wish this was a clone
Reverse the past few days
Take it all away make it disappear
You built me up but tore me apart
Was it really real
Was it really real
-Bernardo de la Garza
It’s just a sensation that I get every time I feel
Locked in a barrel spinning like a wheel
A thousand bricks lay upon me
A million bullets gushing me apart
This I can’t control
This I can’t reveal
Can this simply go away
May I sleep through the next few years
I need a couple thousand beers
To take me out
Push me away
I really need to heal
Simply alone
I wish this was a clone
Reverse the past few days
Take it all away make it disappear
You built me up but tore me apart
Was it really real
You say that you will be there
Can this be true
Just want to tear myself to sleep
Take my flesh heart and bones
I just can’t take this anymore
I have cracked
I can’t get up
I need some medication
Take this depression
And throw it all away
I see the truth I see the lies
Was this meant to be
You changed yourself you changed your thoughts
Your way has tainted into lots
Not the way you used to be
Simply alone
I wish this was a clone
Reverse the past few days
Take it all away make it disappear
You built me up but tore me apart
Was it really real
An error made a lesson learned
Can a mistake convert to saint
May you change your ways
This feeling makes me want to faint
Used, confused, feel like trash
I should get fucking lashed
This is me and that is you
I wish it could be what you used to do
You lost all sense and made a mistake
And what I feel is a heart break
Simply alone
I wish this was a clone
Reverse the past few days
Take it all away make it disappear
You built me up but tore me apart
Was it really real
Was it really real