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worse day ever.......its over. i hate myself. y am i here? just so other ppl can point and laugh at me?! i still love him and thatz not gonna change. i dont care that ive spent 3 hours crying over him so far. i think i should just die and get it over with. i dont wanna be miserable i really dont. just for the pplz who arent sure, yes i am bisexual and if u gotta problem wit it then tell it to my face. I dont beleive in love. i dont think i ever really did but i thought that what i felt for certain ppl must be what otherz consider love. yea i definetly think im moving to florida. my dads miserable bc of his job and he alwayz comez home and yellz at every1 for stupid sht. he needz 2 take a damn chill pill. hez still yellin at my mom and he started about 23 minutes ago. im sick of it. he thinx we would be happier if we lived in florida. ill probly die of dehydration bc of the heat and never eating/drinkin. i wonder if i would be happier in florida......i hope we move there. i need to get away from this place. im sick of everything. ok im gonna go and listen to my new cd. itll probly calm me down a little. l8rz.