when i thought i couldnt fuk things up any more...............
wow what a day. i havent updated this thing in a couple of dayz. i love kenny!! ok anywayz ppl r messing with me again. kays such a dumb ass!! shes asking me and cassie to give her back our birthday presents! how fukn retarted is that!? im not but now shes threatening to keep my cd player which was like 180 bux! I CANT DEAL WITH HER ANY MORE! lauren and me arent talking anymore either. im made at her. joanna wont stop sayn shit about me. shes such a fat fuck. god im glad im not that fat....wow im glad i have this journal to put my feelings in. it always makes me feel better to write about my problems. ive been having a real problem trusting ppl lately. kenny doesnt think i trust him now bc i said that. i do trust him but i was afraid that he was gonna concider me as a stalker bc of that shit joanna was sayn. yea.................i really need to tell him that. he didnt really give me a chance to tell him that cuz i couldnt explain it............::sighs:: wow i really fuck things up. exspecailly my words......ok i gotta get ready for the stupid concert.....bblzzz