Confuse

Jul 22, 2009 19:18

I woke up this morning, feeling so shagggg and feeling so down and feeling so moody. I dont know why but I wasnt in the mood to do anything. Then my "sexy" tummy was giving me a problem. That results with me lying on my lovely bed and didnt get my ass to school. Told dad I didnt had class today but I bet he knows that I lied so yeah, no biggie for me. So sorry Mr Jiunn, I promised to come for your class but I didnt. Really sorry. But on a lighter note, I was awaken by baby's message and that made me smile although I still feel shitty. My eyes were still teary and I dont know why. Gahhhs! I wanna be freeeeeee. pffts!







&& this made my morning even brighter :))

Chilled like nobody's business till dearest cousin beep me and said she was coming over. So that made my day double the fun :)) We were singing to Justin Bibier's song "One Time" over and over again till my sister got sick of it. HAHAHAS! So we were all hungry. That explains why my house is the most convenient place to live cause we walked our way to E-hub to have Fish&Co Express :)) Double the YAYness!





















Then came the not happy part of my day. Im sorry that Im being self-centered and selfish or whatsoever. But suddenly, I feel soooooo tired to do anything except for school. Ive lost my mood to DANCE to Take my Motor Practical and to GO OUT. I DONT KNOW WHYY!!! Maybe because I dont know how to manage my time well? And also, I get easily stress-out with things? I dont know. Gosh! I hate myself for this. For what I know, I go to school and go straight home cause Im too tired to drop by Orchard or anywhere to chill. Once I reach home, Ill eat my dinner and start doing my assignments. No life sey. Pffts.. Then tomorrow's plan is to meet Muffie and Irfan but I might want to think twice cause tomorrow Ive gotta get my ass to Bukit Batok :(( Suddenly, it became soooo far for me. I dont know why. I hate feeling like this. Really. Ahhh fcuk lah. I shall think about it.
okBYE :/

I dont want to be selfish like this
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