Jul 31, 2009 11:28
So....in a few short hours I leave for pennsic. Another wet, rainy one. Bleck. Still, a wet pennsic is better that this place right now. Work is hell and I need to get out of here and not think about it for a week. So, I've decided that I will use my vacation to do the things that I truly want to do and I will not do any of the BS that I don't really enjoy. I mean, camp stuff has to happen but still, order meetings? Commanders meetings? (Ok, I might go to one of those...maybe I should resign as Bay Co. Commander....we have been doing really well but my motivation is very low going into this pennsic, we will see.)
Another thought: I've neglected this account recently. I check LJ several times a day to see what is going on, but I rarely blog here. I post on FB two to five times a day. Part of it is the utility of Facebook. I know I am limited by how many characters I can type and that is freeing. It seems 'easier'.
The other thing is that I have been blogging either here or on Diaryland since 2000. That's nine years of drivel coming out of me. I'm pretty spent. I mean really, do I really have anything new to say? Is my life that thrilling that you should hang on to every word?
Post Pennsic is always a good time to reassess where I am, not only in the SCA but my whole life. I might have to sit down with a drink and ponder what I want to do with several aspects of my life, this blog included. I will of course, blog about it later and let you all know. Even if it is just a quick "That's it, I’m out, bitches!!!"
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