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Its freakin hot today. Okay so normally I love my internship but this heat makes it rough to sit in my car waiting for patients. I am actually really bummed out that I only have two weeks of clinic left. This affiliation has been awesome and I don't want it to end. This totally re-affirmed that pediatrics are for me. I'm going to miss the little kids that get so excited to see me.
Although as great as clinic is my anxiety have bumped themselves up a notch or three. I swear and its just my driving anxieties. My therapist says it could be because I have no stress in my life I'm waiting for something bad to happen. That is so dumb. But my brain is very weird. I'm normal (because normal is a relative term) but sometimes I feel so abnormal.
That and I'm stretched so thin I have no time for myself. I have so much to do before july and absolutely no time to do it! I have to get up to rise to see my work sites as a work coordinator and u have to arrange that. I have to apply for loans since I spent $1063 on my car I have no money to pay my parents for tuition so I'm poor. But I did win $75 on a lotto stratch off ticket. Thatsd something.
Ugh now I have patients all day and I just want to sleep even though ineed to exercise. BUT angela is coming tomorrow and we're having a workout session so I'm pumped and motivated
Although as great as clinic is my anxiety have bumped themselves up a notch or three. I swear and its just my driving anxieties. My therapist says it could be because I have no stress in my life I'm waiting for something bad to happen. That is so dumb. But my brain is very weird. I'm normal (because normal is a relative term) but sometimes I feel so abnormal.
That and I'm stretched so thin I have no time for myself. I have so much to do before july and absolutely no time to do it! I have to get up to rise to see my work sites as a work coordinator and u have to arrange that. I have to apply for loans since I spent $1063 on my car I have no money to pay my parents for tuition so I'm poor. But I did win $75 on a lotto stratch off ticket. Thatsd something.
Ugh now I have patients all day and I just want to sleep even though ineed to exercise. BUT angela is coming tomorrow and we're having a workout session so I'm pumped and motivated