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[bdachic06]

Don't know whats up with me...i think day light savings has messed with me...i hate how it gets dark so fast now...well anyways have work coming out the ying yang and I just dont feel like talking that much...I dont feel like doing anything except sleep sometimes...go in and out...I dont know, maybe I am getting sick as well, dont seem to have as much of an appetite as usual and everyone else in my apt is sick. so I wouldn't be surprised if I was starting to get something, but knowing me I am not going to get sick until a week before I go home just becasue I am flying and my body likes to do those things to me...i really want to get out of this funk, but i feel like I am just too focused on my school work right now to relax and take time for myself. i try to forget about school about maybe one day on the weekend and just relax and even then I am stressing about how much i have to do...I am behind already and have a hard enough time doing all the weekly things that we have to do let alone do all the outcomes and projects that we have to do as well. somehow manage to get most of it done, but it is just crazy how much busy work we have to do as well...and we are expected to get a B- in our classes for the education requirement...and yah I would want that anyways, but now it puts pressure on me to have to get that no matter what or else I dont get to enter the program...and for that matter that is the minimum, so I would want to probably get a B at least to show that I putting more effort then I need to, to be in the program and I am just like that...I like to succeed in life=/

And the dance show is in 2 weeks so we are doing practices like crazy this week and next. Come watch everyone, should be good!

And then thanksgiving...yahhhhhh can't wait...just need some home cooked meals and some time to relax at home with the family. looking forward to it, I think everyone else is too.

Well thats my life right now...not too interesting, tty all later...have a good week.