Sep 08, 2006 16:59
I hate life... wanna trade?
Distant emotion mixed with the crashing of the ocean
Again alone to walk in this journey of life
Deepening depression, with each passing session
Of a lowly heart fighting the call of the knife
Fallen tears, masking the constant fears
"Will I ever find someone to love?"
Ancient chants, twisted with a torn souls rants
Begging God in the heavens above
Crimson red, covering the white of my bed
Wanting to take away the past
Such devotion, held by this fickle emotion
That I actually want to last
But I am without, that I have no doubt
To be once again found alone
In the dark, let is covers the mark
of the heart ache I've always known
Hiding and broken, one loves token
To haunt me all of my days
Alone and dumb, growing numb
With the last of the sun's rays
And finally in pain I can no longer gain
The one that for which I would die
Shrouded in the night, and he in the light
Making impossible you and I