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[bcs007]

so, im sitting here wondering if you're answering me to appease me and try to make it easier and less painful for me, 
or if it means anything to you and you're still genuinely lost as fuck, 
and if it means anything to you.

or if you're already decided and keeping stuff from me and answering to try to be nice and make it easier for me.

i wish i could get an answer on that.