Do You Like It?

Dec 12, 2005 15:52

I don't wanna be a puppet for you
Don't wanna bite the hand that's feeding
I don't wanna be a sucker for you, oh yes you
I hate myself for begging
I hate myself for staying
I hate myself for listening to, 
You, you, you, you, you
- OLP lyrics -

I consider them a internal dialogue at the moment...

I hate, Absolutely hate, myself for listening to that voice in my head that keeps telling me, oh yeah you have plenty of time to study... Oh yeah.. You really really do...
So the exam rolls around and I have the following problems...

So I spent 4 hours memorizing 17 pages of Nucleotide and Nucleic acid info - did well on questions in this area

then 3 memorizing 33 pages of lipid info - did well again

Then 1 hour memorizing bioenergetics - but this stuff was easy and math based and therefore I was able to learn it fast and did really really well on the questions

Now here is the tricky part, I only spent 3 hours memorizing the Glucose Metabolism stuff and it was like half the exam, it was over 30 pages and required the memorizing of the entire glucose metabolic pathway, which is like 40 structures and around 50 enzymes, plus knowing what electron carrier is in which sub reaction.... -- this is the part I think I got ruined on... and why I have decided that there will be no more spymac for me, I am still going to blog but I am cutting myself off from spymac, TV (Except for the occasional anime or firefly episode) and anything else that I think really badly wastes my time.

Drawing is okay - it is creative and not lazy
Gaming is semi-okay- RTS require thinking
Studying is GREAT!!! - Gotta do lots of this...!!!

Its not that I don't enjoy school its just that I always listen to that little voice in my head telling me to put it off for one more day, and oh its not that much work...

NO MORE!

I am going to have to focus and keep myself on track so that I can do well on my next exams, and another thing, no more of this staying awake all night the day before, it just ruins my brain :P... I've got to instead focus on studying during the day.
Today is ruined because I am too sleepy from being up all night to focus on anything, Stupid me!!!

I mean its not like I have a bad short term memory either, I just didnt have enough study time, I tried to cram it all in starting 14 hours or so before the exam, not the way to do it.

Okay Enough Ranting
Off to eat, clean up, then sleep...
Lataz
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