owari ka? 終わりか？
"The End?" I say that because, with the new year started, I decided to start a new journal, a Tumblr to be precise. I'm not getting rid of my journal here. I've written too much over the past years to delete it completely. Plus, I worked hard on it to make it look nice and weathery. So yeah, I'm keeping this one. I just probably won't use it as much (I'm ignoring the fact that I post quite infrequently here anyway).
For those interested who read this, you can follow my new journal here.
A little updating before I end this post. My depression is getting better, I think. The meds I'm taking seem to be working. I know I'm not back to normal but I feel better more often than not. I still plan on staying on the meds for quite a while yet. The doc recommended at least 9 months on average, and I'm ok with that.
The big thing: I've decided to move to Maine with Brandon. I was originally going to find a job here first to build up resources, but I've gotten nowhere. I think it's because I'm living with my parents and they're my comfort zone. I now feel that in order to get a job I need to break out of my comfort zone and kind of shock myself into action. Moving to Maine will do that for me, I believe. I can find something to support myself and Brandon and I can work on our relationship. The distance has put a little strain on it, it seems. It may not be the most financially smart idea right now, but at this point I don't see how it will hurt any. I don't have much to lose right now and potentially so much more to gain. It just feels right to me. So, I'll probably move at the end of the month or sometime in early March. I have a lot of stuff to get done first - appointments, banking situations, credit cards, and the like. Wish me luck!
For those interested who read this, you can follow my new journal here.
A little updating before I end this post. My depression is getting better, I think. The meds I'm taking seem to be working. I know I'm not back to normal but I feel better more often than not. I still plan on staying on the meds for quite a while yet. The doc recommended at least 9 months on average, and I'm ok with that.
The big thing: I've decided to move to Maine with Brandon. I was originally going to find a job here first to build up resources, but I've gotten nowhere. I think it's because I'm living with my parents and they're my comfort zone. I now feel that in order to get a job I need to break out of my comfort zone and kind of shock myself into action. Moving to Maine will do that for me, I believe. I can find something to support myself and Brandon and I can work on our relationship. The distance has put a little strain on it, it seems. It may not be the most financially smart idea right now, but at this point I don't see how it will hurt any. I don't have much to lose right now and potentially so much more to gain. It just feels right to me. So, I'll probably move at the end of the month or sometime in early March. I have a lot of stuff to get done first - appointments, banking situations, credit cards, and the like. Wish me luck!