were has the time all gone too...
I'm unfamiliar with my life right now. I dont know what to think anymore, what do i want to do. I realize this happens to me every few months where i just dont know whats going on! but i have never cried so much in my life. so that makes it a little different.
I dont want to be an adult, grow up!? what for?
I dont want to lose people i care about...I cant stand goodbyes...
this is all very cliche and stupid. why does life have to be soooo gad damn hard? why do i deserve to be hurt over n overn over again. I promise i never want to hurt anyone as much as i hurt right now. i never knew depression like this, i cant pulll myself out this time. I neeeeed help. friends?mother?father?boyfriend?bestfriend? no one here for me! it hurts REAL bad.
I dont want to be an adult, grow up!? what for?
I dont want to lose people i care about...I cant stand goodbyes...
this is all very cliche and stupid. why does life have to be soooo gad damn hard? why do i deserve to be hurt over n overn over again. I promise i never want to hurt anyone as much as i hurt right now. i never knew depression like this, i cant pulll myself out this time. I neeeeed help. friends?mother?father?boyfriend?bestfriend? no one here for me! it hurts REAL bad.