May 05, 2004 11:03
It's over. You never really see the fairytale ending. You kinda just assume because it's a fairtale that everything is really going to work out nomatter what, the bad guy gets defeasted and the two people fall madly in love kiss and live happily ever after. Unfortunatly reality and fairytales are not the same, they never will be as much as i would like to think are.
To un distort what I just wrote above, me and Erica are taking a break, with what i hope it the intention of getting back together. But I don't really no anymore, I don't feel, my hand shakes and my heart beats rapidly. And Im trying to hold back tears but I really can't. I thought that I was a strong person, but I'm not I'm weak and fragile and I always will be. I don't no where anything is going anymore? I never no.
But what I do no is that I love Erica, and maybe this isn't really a fairytale it's a novel and we've only just finshed chapter one and in a few weeks we will begin writing chapter too.
The time I had with erica will be rember forever
Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you
I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you
So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you and things we used to