Aug 07, 2004 10:46
I've lost almost all touch with what is real. The days go in and out without me noticing or even really remembering what went on during them. Today is Saturday, tomorrow will probably be tuesday, then Saturday again. The move will probably be in one of those blurry spaces between every three or four days so I won't have to notice it until absolutely possible.
Is life turning more and more into a movie, or are movies just getting better at capturing how it is in Ocean Springs? You can always find the movie stars in the motley crews that get together. We always have plenty of BGLs and extras, too.
Summers are always disappointing at the end, no matter what went on. Except for Texas. One more time before it's over. The time is coming to move away from all my friends that I didn't really grow up with, but might as well have as they are all I've known the past 4 years. High school has already started again. There's never a middle ground, either everything or nothing. Compromises are well worth the trouble, yet no one seems to fully understand the efficiency of them. I'll probably end up with the nothing portion since I don't like to take things, but it will work out. Don't things always work out?