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I am tired.. A sleep schedule that consists of two and three hour cat naps is highly unhealthy, and its not only this but the fact that i cant maintain a regular schedule that is going to piss me right the fuck off in the end..
Terri has been acting kind of strange lately.. Not like break up strange.. But like, baby daddy ex boyfriend strange.. And i am kinda worried about her.. I know that we can work through it though..
Called nikki out.. Kinda..
Like.. Didnt tell him that i knew that he was talking shit about me as to not reveal sources (because he would know exactly where i was hearing it from).. Just basicly told him that i am tired of "people" talking shit. That i wish some people could just grow the fuck up and get over themselves.. And that if the only thing that you can find to improve the silence is to talk shit about people, that vowels and consinents shouldnt be falling from your lips.. That anyone can get thier walking papers.. At any time.. Without regrets.
Saw Hindenburg today. She dropped in unannounced as usual.. Spoke of her girlfriend and this guy that shes fucking.. Told me about the time that she got clap from the same guy her best friend was sleeping with.. I pointed out that i would be getting married soon several times to make it blatenly obvious that she wasnt getting anywhere near my belt. She made it clear that she didnt give a damn. And i made sure to call her a slut and point out the tradidy of it all.. Definately made a new friend.
The name kelly has gotten on my nerves for the last time.. The thoughts of him will haunt me no more.. And while the memories of him will always stick around like an unwanted party guest, i just dont give a shit anymore.. I love lauren to death, please dont mistake that for a minute, but the principle of the fact that he would believe a girl that he has known for two months of his best friend for two years is fucking bullshit.. I can understand about the whole shit talking thing, yes.. But the fact that he thought that his own best friend would try and keep him away from a girl that he was obviously infatuated with.. Makes him look like an asshole and me look foolish. And i dont take kindly to looking foolish. For anyone.
If he stops by and wants to bullshit thats fine.. If he calls and wants to chill that is great.. If i see him in the mall or some bullshit and we become best fucking friends all over again, that i would be the happiest person a live.
But fuck being pressed about people that arent pressed about me.
Period.
And in the ten second news...
new phone
fuck muffler man for trying to charge me 400.00 for breaks when im getting it done monday for half that
paid off FIVE credit cards. Only two to go!
new tires on van. not too bad.
tune up on van.. better gas milage
van better be happy.. or it gets crashed into a tree
love terri with all of my heart
new fan
new fan club
down to earth fucking sucks.
Ta ta for now.
Terri has been acting kind of strange lately.. Not like break up strange.. But like, baby daddy ex boyfriend strange.. And i am kinda worried about her.. I know that we can work through it though..
Called nikki out.. Kinda..
Like.. Didnt tell him that i knew that he was talking shit about me as to not reveal sources (because he would know exactly where i was hearing it from).. Just basicly told him that i am tired of "people" talking shit. That i wish some people could just grow the fuck up and get over themselves.. And that if the only thing that you can find to improve the silence is to talk shit about people, that vowels and consinents shouldnt be falling from your lips.. That anyone can get thier walking papers.. At any time.. Without regrets.
Saw Hindenburg today. She dropped in unannounced as usual.. Spoke of her girlfriend and this guy that shes fucking.. Told me about the time that she got clap from the same guy her best friend was sleeping with.. I pointed out that i would be getting married soon several times to make it blatenly obvious that she wasnt getting anywhere near my belt. She made it clear that she didnt give a damn. And i made sure to call her a slut and point out the tradidy of it all.. Definately made a new friend.
The name kelly has gotten on my nerves for the last time.. The thoughts of him will haunt me no more.. And while the memories of him will always stick around like an unwanted party guest, i just dont give a shit anymore.. I love lauren to death, please dont mistake that for a minute, but the principle of the fact that he would believe a girl that he has known for two months of his best friend for two years is fucking bullshit.. I can understand about the whole shit talking thing, yes.. But the fact that he thought that his own best friend would try and keep him away from a girl that he was obviously infatuated with.. Makes him look like an asshole and me look foolish. And i dont take kindly to looking foolish. For anyone.
If he stops by and wants to bullshit thats fine.. If he calls and wants to chill that is great.. If i see him in the mall or some bullshit and we become best fucking friends all over again, that i would be the happiest person a live.
But fuck being pressed about people that arent pressed about me.
Period.
And in the ten second news...
new phone
fuck muffler man for trying to charge me 400.00 for breaks when im getting it done monday for half that
paid off FIVE credit cards. Only two to go!
new tires on van. not too bad.
tune up on van.. better gas milage
van better be happy.. or it gets crashed into a tree
love terri with all of my heart
new fan
new fan club
down to earth fucking sucks.
Ta ta for now.