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i have the worst dreams in the world.
i don't dream about nice things. i dream about bad things like death. and murder. and me being the murderer. like last night. i killed kelly. and it was too real. so the minute i woke up i called kelly. and i was like o good it was just a dream. but i gotta go now bye. the worst part, i never kill people i don't like. just friends. close friends. dang that stinks.
i'm really startin to hate aim. like when people i meet at camp im me. and they don't say who they are. but the screenname looks familiar. because that's her initials and her hobbie. so i start breakin into some inside jokes. and i get no response. i just figure, hey they don't like to type "lol". some people don't. then i ask a question. like are you goin to faulkner? and they're like duh! i'm the faulkner rep! you idiot! here's your sign! and i'm like wait, this isn't bailey? and they're like no its damien. and i'm like crap. i've been talkin to you for 2 days thinkin you were someone else. aim stinkz.
i'm so crazy. i'm going insane. how long till september gets here? i have to take senior pictures next week. i reeallly don't want to. there's something awkward about me posing for a stranger. brandon will you take my senior pics????? you should consider that being part of your profession. i've seen what you put on here. it could work for you.
i think i'm ready to drive again. i need to. i'm a little terrified. but it'll be ok. baby steps. just try not to cry this time.
next time ryan goes to faulkner he's gonna pick me up a hoodie! i still love my XXL one, but one that fits will look much nicer on me. more practical. since when am i practical? i still want one. i've got the cash for it so why not. my only thing is i don't know what color to get. navy? black? grey? red? pink? i don't want pink. the rest is up for grabs. any suggestions?????
thanks for your time
i don't dream about nice things. i dream about bad things like death. and murder. and me being the murderer. like last night. i killed kelly. and it was too real. so the minute i woke up i called kelly. and i was like o good it was just a dream. but i gotta go now bye. the worst part, i never kill people i don't like. just friends. close friends. dang that stinks.
i'm really startin to hate aim. like when people i meet at camp im me. and they don't say who they are. but the screenname looks familiar. because that's her initials and her hobbie. so i start breakin into some inside jokes. and i get no response. i just figure, hey they don't like to type "lol". some people don't. then i ask a question. like are you goin to faulkner? and they're like duh! i'm the faulkner rep! you idiot! here's your sign! and i'm like wait, this isn't bailey? and they're like no its damien. and i'm like crap. i've been talkin to you for 2 days thinkin you were someone else. aim stinkz.
i'm so crazy. i'm going insane. how long till september gets here? i have to take senior pictures next week. i reeallly don't want to. there's something awkward about me posing for a stranger. brandon will you take my senior pics????? you should consider that being part of your profession. i've seen what you put on here. it could work for you.
i think i'm ready to drive again. i need to. i'm a little terrified. but it'll be ok. baby steps. just try not to cry this time.
next time ryan goes to faulkner he's gonna pick me up a hoodie! i still love my XXL one, but one that fits will look much nicer on me. more practical. since when am i practical? i still want one. i've got the cash for it so why not. my only thing is i don't know what color to get. navy? black? grey? red? pink? i don't want pink. the rest is up for grabs. any suggestions?????
thanks for your time