May 25, 2009 19:57
Oddly, as much as I enjoy the process of falling in love, it is only while it is a mystery. Once I recognize that it is happening, a strange phenomenon occurs. I come to peace within myself. I am at peace. I still think of him, I still love him, I still relish his warm smiles. Yet, there is no crazy up and down. No whirlwind. No deep and creeping space of longing within my soul. The world is as it should be. In balance.