I just wanted to say
Dear Mark,
You are really gone, aren't you? I dearly hope not. I enjoyed talking with you so much. I had to burn you out. I could not afford to fall madly in love with you. The ensuing heart break just would not be worth it. If you return and give me a hug, I will know that you are okay. Your sadness is so impossible to ignore. I prefer to tell myself that you simply can't live without my love. But, since you have no idea how to talk to me anymore, I have no idea what to do. I want to hug you, and tell you that I want to know you more. I want to see a smile upon your face again. You are dear to me. You are also the most confusing person I've ever met in my life (and it is hard to top Michael). I will love you and I'd love to get to know you more. See you in June.
Love,
Ali
You are really gone, aren't you? I dearly hope not. I enjoyed talking with you so much. I had to burn you out. I could not afford to fall madly in love with you. The ensuing heart break just would not be worth it. If you return and give me a hug, I will know that you are okay. Your sadness is so impossible to ignore. I prefer to tell myself that you simply can't live without my love. But, since you have no idea how to talk to me anymore, I have no idea what to do. I want to hug you, and tell you that I want to know you more. I want to see a smile upon your face again. You are dear to me. You are also the most confusing person I've ever met in my life (and it is hard to top Michael). I will love you and I'd love to get to know you more. See you in June.
Love,
Ali