fuck college!
The 25th of August. How the fuck did that happen?
Earlier this summer I was pumped for college, it couldn't come soon enough. Now I'm far from excited. I'm depressed as hell about leaving everyone. Life would be sooo much better if we could all just keep going to high school.
In the next few days everyone will be gone. Everyone will have gone their seperate ways and won't see each other for quite some time. Now, alot of people say, it's okay, we'll visit each other all the time. I see that as a load of bullshit. I'd love to think I'll be visiting people alot, and they'll be visiting me, but really, something tells me tha won't happen. I think after the first week of school people just won't give a shit anymore, and that's very upsetting. I love the people I am with and I really don't want to leave them. I want them to continue to be the people who I see all the time.
I drove to Boston and turned around and came home today. That is when I know I'm in a shitty mood. I drove to Boston for the purpose of killing time and thinking. I do alot of my best thinking on my drives to Boston, but I don't think the cost of gas allows this to be an effective way of organizing my thoughts.
Can we all just really do what we say and make sure we spend time together this year, even though we're going our seperate directions?
Going away to school is laaaame!
Earlier this summer I was pumped for college, it couldn't come soon enough. Now I'm far from excited. I'm depressed as hell about leaving everyone. Life would be sooo much better if we could all just keep going to high school.
In the next few days everyone will be gone. Everyone will have gone their seperate ways and won't see each other for quite some time. Now, alot of people say, it's okay, we'll visit each other all the time. I see that as a load of bullshit. I'd love to think I'll be visiting people alot, and they'll be visiting me, but really, something tells me tha won't happen. I think after the first week of school people just won't give a shit anymore, and that's very upsetting. I love the people I am with and I really don't want to leave them. I want them to continue to be the people who I see all the time.
I drove to Boston and turned around and came home today. That is when I know I'm in a shitty mood. I drove to Boston for the purpose of killing time and thinking. I do alot of my best thinking on my drives to Boston, but I don't think the cost of gas allows this to be an effective way of organizing my thoughts.
Can we all just really do what we say and make sure we spend time together this year, even though we're going our seperate directions?
Going away to school is laaaame!