Eh my days have been better!
Today was one of those blah days not much happened and nething that did happen wasn't all that great. I woke up at 7 and went downstairs Olivia was ova she was layin in my moms bed wide awake and the first thing she said to me is "Peter came last night" meaning Peter Pan she is obsessed wit that movie she memerized a lot of it and pretends to have his shadow and stuff it's hilarious and cute. I went to work at 9 it was so dead I asked Kat if she wanted me to clean upstairs and she called me a lunatic and asked y i didnt do it on wednesday. So i swept the stairs that go upstairs then vacuumed the upstairs and emptied the trash. I was only supposed to work til 12 but I ended up stayin till 3 cuz Nina was really sick. It wasn't the most exciting day. The funniest thing happened D-Rod put a bagel in the microwave for 2 min then left and someone extended the time ended up burnin the fuck outta this thing. It was like a hockey puck and the back got so smokey. It was hard as a rock and black as night on the inside. I annoyed Kenzie a lil today I kept askin her when she would tell her parents I was goin wit her to Maine I know I get paranoid bout stupid shit I can't help it sometimes sorry. Afta work I went home checked comments on mine and kenzie's journal to see if katie or maria left anything. Sure enough they did. Maria wrote somethin in Kenzie's journal bout gettin stoned and dancin and the way she worded it I interpretted it like Kenzie was wit them when they did it. I knew I shouldn't believe it but got a feelin like wat if and I just wanted to protect kenzie from stupid people that would get her involved in stupid shit like weed. So I asked Kenzie bout it I think she got a lil upset wit me cuz I would think such a horrible thing when I know she finds smoking and drugs utterly disgusting. Like I said b4 I get paranoid sometimes I can't help it. I was just tryin to look out for her best interests. Turns out maria was talkin to katie in kenzie's journal for some reason. I fucked up so bad today I made a horrible assumption bout my g/f who I love deeply and then I annoyed her by askin her the same stupid questions ova. Im really sorry Kenzie it was just one of those horrible days for me. Hopefully this stupid shit will blow ova tomorrow. Can't wait for Old Orchard just to get away from this horrible city and spend some time wit Kenzie. I need to relax I have been very stressed lately. The quietness up there and a few walks on the serene beach wit Kenzie will make me feel a lot betta. Hope You Feel Betta Kenzie I Love You!!! mwah <3