FIC: the world is gonna bend (The Big Bang Theory, Raj/Howard, Raj/Stuart, M)
Title: the world is gonna bend
Author: Lauren (notalwaysweak)
Fandom: The Big Bang Theory
Pairing/characters: Raj/Howard, Raj/Stuart
Rating: M
Word Count: 15,289
Disclaimer: The Big Bang Theory characters belong to Chuck Lorre and Bill Prady and no money is being made off this work of fan fiction. Wil Wheaton belongs to himself; the opinions and feelings attributed herein to evil!Wil are in no way meant to represent real!Wil’s opinions and feelings. The title and chapter headers are lyrics from Lady Gaga’s “So Happy I Could Die” with a little rearranging.
Prompt: Any Fandom: any character, the character is revealed to have been crossdressing for some reason, but after the revelation goes on with it- because ze's found hirself realising ze's trans.
Summary: A lot of people’s lives change when they move overseas. The biggest change to Raj’s is when she realizes she’s not a man after all.
Warnings: Contains transphobic references and related potentially triggering material, as well as references to the desire to self-harm.
Author's Notes: My deepest thanks go out to afullmargin for her thorough and gleeful beta, and to kittyburger for her excellent, thoughtful remarks. For what’s right, thank them; for what’s wrong, blame me. Thanks also to Caltech for having their equal opportunity employment policy available online, and everyone who put up with me while I was rambling about this on Twitter and LJ.
Dedicated to Katie, my sweet sister. Blessed be.
the world is gonna bend at AO3.
Author: Lauren (notalwaysweak)
Fandom: The Big Bang Theory
Pairing/characters: Raj/Howard, Raj/Stuart
Rating: M
Word Count: 15,289
Disclaimer: The Big Bang Theory characters belong to Chuck Lorre and Bill Prady and no money is being made off this work of fan fiction. Wil Wheaton belongs to himself; the opinions and feelings attributed herein to evil!Wil are in no way meant to represent real!Wil’s opinions and feelings. The title and chapter headers are lyrics from Lady Gaga’s “So Happy I Could Die” with a little rearranging.
Prompt: Any Fandom: any character, the character is revealed to have been crossdressing for some reason, but after the revelation goes on with it- because ze's found hirself realising ze's trans.
Summary: A lot of people’s lives change when they move overseas. The biggest change to Raj’s is when she realizes she’s not a man after all.
Warnings: Contains transphobic references and related potentially triggering material, as well as references to the desire to self-harm.
Author's Notes: My deepest thanks go out to afullmargin for her thorough and gleeful beta, and to kittyburger for her excellent, thoughtful remarks. For what’s right, thank them; for what’s wrong, blame me. Thanks also to Caltech for having their equal opportunity employment policy available online, and everyone who put up with me while I was rambling about this on Twitter and LJ.
Dedicated to Katie, my sweet sister. Blessed be.
the world is gonna bend at AO3.