Apr 20, 2005 06:51
yesterday sucked. its not because anything bad happened to me, its just because nothing happened. i knew i wasnt going to have anything to do, so i slept till about three. no i havent been asleep all night because i slept too much yesterday. all i did was await my girlfriends phone call. everything is good there, but some things bother me. i cant help it that i wont have my truck until may 25th. but it seems like everyday, she complains about not getting to see me but every so often. i understand that it bothers her, but she makes it seem like she is the only one who doesnt like it. i tell her that i want to see her, but there is not much else i can do other than tell her that i miss her. what else am i supposed to do? i told her that it wasnt my fault, and that ill be able to in about a month be able to see her when ever i can. it doesnt seem to help though. she has a tendancy to be a pessimist... i am notorious for optimism, even when it seems unrealistic. but i still like to keep that positive mind-set, and i see absolutly nothing wrong with it. i got enrolled in school the day before yesterday for those of you who are not yet aware of it. i got into cvcc, and am going for an associates in science, and a degree in criminal justice. no im not going to be a f---ing pig, ima be a fireman... yup, when i transfer to auburn, ill be working as a fireman as my side job. no coffee shop or diner for me. i want a good outfit from work that my girlfriend at the time can enjoy too, lmao. so thats the new plan, hopefully this one wont fall through like so many before it. well, ima go cook myself some breakfast, everyone have a super day. loves to all.