Baby, baby, get back--I need some time
I'm sorry. This is stupid. I'm sorry.
I'll never be good enough, really. That's all there is to it. There isn't a damn thing in this world that I can do that will make me worthwhile, but I want you to know that I am grateful. It doesn't matter that I feel inadequate. You chose me, anyway. You walked with me when you didn't have to, you let me eat your food, gave me money out of your pocket, and spent your time and energy on me. I didn't deserve that. That's what makes it okay. You were gracious to me. Grace is awesome because you can't ever get it 'cept for at random. I can't believe that I kept running away from you. I hit you, called you names, neglected you, and hurt myself just to make you push me away so I could feel...justified in being alone.
What a foolish thing to do.
I'm blessed to have known you. Regardless of where we stand now, I'm thankful. Regardless of what will happen tomorrow, I'm thankful. Even though I don't feel worthy, you deemed me so. It's still hard for me to accept that because I never know when the love fest is gonna stop, but hey, it's fun while it's happening.
Again, thanks.
-Peace
I'll never be good enough, really. That's all there is to it. There isn't a damn thing in this world that I can do that will make me worthwhile, but I want you to know that I am grateful. It doesn't matter that I feel inadequate. You chose me, anyway. You walked with me when you didn't have to, you let me eat your food, gave me money out of your pocket, and spent your time and energy on me. I didn't deserve that. That's what makes it okay. You were gracious to me. Grace is awesome because you can't ever get it 'cept for at random. I can't believe that I kept running away from you. I hit you, called you names, neglected you, and hurt myself just to make you push me away so I could feel...justified in being alone.
What a foolish thing to do.
I'm blessed to have known you. Regardless of where we stand now, I'm thankful. Regardless of what will happen tomorrow, I'm thankful. Even though I don't feel worthy, you deemed me so. It's still hard for me to accept that because I never know when the love fest is gonna stop, but hey, it's fun while it's happening.
Again, thanks.
-Peace