I hope it's okay
I've forgotten to do a couple of things lately. Every day, I look for another job or something to keep myself otherwise occupied. Be it a videogame or a long bike ride, I keep trying to leave somethin' outta my mind. Could it be that I'm sad and I didn't even know about it? Yeah, that sounds about right. You know, 'cause it ain't cool to have any sort of feelings other than awesomeness. I'm not being fair to myself right now.
I've decided that I will stop trying to be more grown-up and just let it happen. I don't have to be wise beyond my years 'cause no one is gonna give me a damn medal for it. Moreover, I want to feel things the way I used to. Every other minute was like a new episode or somethin' like that. Yeah, I was kinda trippin' at the time...but it was a good time! Really! I wanna feel ways about stuff and junk. I do, but I kinda just feel things by myself. If it was okay to just close my eyes and make up a world where I can love and be loved, I'd do it in a heartbeat. It's completely stupid, but I'd run away from reality right now it was an option. I hate that I know better.
Also, pirate games. This is the best advice I can impart on anyone. Metroid is good. Play it.
I've decided that I will stop trying to be more grown-up and just let it happen. I don't have to be wise beyond my years 'cause no one is gonna give me a damn medal for it. Moreover, I want to feel things the way I used to. Every other minute was like a new episode or somethin' like that. Yeah, I was kinda trippin' at the time...but it was a good time! Really! I wanna feel ways about stuff and junk. I do, but I kinda just feel things by myself. If it was okay to just close my eyes and make up a world where I can love and be loved, I'd do it in a heartbeat. It's completely stupid, but I'd run away from reality right now it was an option. I hate that I know better.
Also, pirate games. This is the best advice I can impart on anyone. Metroid is good. Play it.